}白い薔薇の花びら♪（＊≧м≦＊）ノ☆

Chapter: 879

2012-02-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

overrated

I've been good recently. At least that's what I've been telling myself. I've been telling myself to work hard, and wait. Work hard, and make bloody sure to wait. I'll wait because I have patience. I don't mind waiting for what I want because that's what I want! I don't see why I can't be patient about it. I'm just hoping what I want wouldn't be ran away from me. I hope.

Exams are next week, but I don't feel as guilty as not studying YET. Because I haven't been wasting my days. I've been going out but they are for a genuine reason. Not for playing or such. I've painted my nails bizarre colours because I think that's how life should be. Don't live it just because people tell you it should be in this order. We should try something new.

And this is why I've been trying something new, working hard, and trying not to give a care to the world. I've been living a new life which I think I'm quite satisfied with. I'll continue to work hard. I think I want to properly help myself this time. It's wierd how I always rely on god all the time. But I don't htink I need a reason to why I believe in god right? I mean, god's been helping me through all my hard times and I sincerely believe that he answers all my prayers and such. I've got answers to things I thought I would never get, gotten items that was seemingly impossible.

Each time I ask for help, but never once thanked him. Maybe it's time to say my thanks and hope for another help from him. I'll do my best. And be patient.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ That girl - All Time Low

Chapter: 878

2012-01-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

itsuka mita yume no oku de

I feel that I always become emo when it's nearing 12am. I wonder why. But... I'm glad I have my blogger. Obviously I'm here because I have xin shi :(. I've decided to head to China for a study trip with some of my friends, which I'm reaaally excited about, but right now I'm having doubts.

I don't really like going on overseas trips because it would mean leaving my grandmother alone! I hate to be without her. I mean, seeing others do something what you want to do just makes people jealous... And I don't want her to feel that. :s I don't want her to feel lonely without me s: I need someone to talk to haiz. I know I really want to go, but am I just thinking too much :|. The only reason why I wanted to go was for the better job opportunities, but is the money paid a good exchange just for that extra stuffs written in your resume? Is it worth it?

Of course right now all I want to do is to get a good job so I can bring my grandmother overseas, which will be soon because the chances of that happening is like 99.9% lol. My grandmother says she doesn't want me to go to uni because of some old traditional thinking like girls shouldn't be so smart, but I know that's not gna work. Welllll I do know with this kind of shit GPA I have I'm definitely not going anywhere. And where I'm going to end up, is most certainly a private uni if that's where I'm going.

And when that's gna happen, I'm definitely going to start half work and half study. My real dream is to take my ahma to HK and have a blast. And in order to make that happen, work. And graduate from poly. This is what usually drives me. But is what I'm doing now going to help me? I really hope so. I 'm actually kinda confused about where I'm going. Actually I do but you know how things don't always go as planned because this is life C:

My mind usually clears up when I blog, but looks like a ton of thinking is needed when I get to bed..

But on a brighter note, I finally finished Gyakuten Saiban: Yomigaeru Gyakuten and close to finishing Justice for All. Gyakuten Saiban 5 has also been announced and a film adaptation is due Feb 11th! 10th anniversary for Gyakuten Saiban this year too. Good year.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Destin Histoire - yoshiki*lisa

Chapter: 877

2012-01-21T23:05:00.003+08:00

janai

Long post today. Which is not too bad since it's almost been a month since I last blogged. Lots of stuffs happened. Last Tuesday, I had a fever :(. Which is pretty bad because it wouldn't go down for two days. It did for a little but maybe I'm just too lazy to go for lecture.. especially when the theatre is cold like brrrr. Shouldn't expose myself to cold places when I'm not fully recovered a ;).

Went out with Peck Chuan which is a first for me to go out with a poly friend to buy clothes!! :D. But by some unfortunate turn of events I felt sick like crazy and even feel faint... felt that it's safer to actually go home because I felt nauseous and all. Maybe the air there isn't good and the wierd smell emitted from the salon is terrible!! I also still have blocked nose and a terrible cough so maybe that played a part. I still haven't bought my shorts yet!! :( I think my type of shorts just went out of style because I haven't seen any shops selling it :(. Time to hunt a new one eh? I did buy two pair of pants and a pair of shorts. I'm lacking of one more, if not it's okay. I don't mind ;-;

My birthday this year has also been spectacular! I was given my first birthday surprise of the year and it was amazing. I have had special guests like Cheryl and OZ to come down just for me. I felt really blessed this year because such things don't come by often. To be able to have at least one surprise birthday has been good enough. One does not simply ask for a lot :P. It has really been a memorable day really. I feel loved by all of them which is not too bad, hopefully so in the future :).

I've also gotten my common tests results, as usual the me failed the most important module =_= and passed those I expected to fail. Ahem. Thank you school, thank you =_= I feel more pressurized than ever damn you ;-;. That said, exam in a month. And all I care about is buying and more buying even though I'm a poor fck! :s. I do want more nail polishes and other stuffs tho.

Actually it's not really a long post. -_-. Oh I bought a lot of rings so yeah!! :D. I got new ear studs too and I really love them. I get ribbon ones every year!! It's a good day. Hopefully I'll be able to get another pair tomorrow.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 1mm - Aqua Timez

Chapter: 876

2011-12-30T11:16:00.002+08:00

akikaze

Hayai ne. Two days before 2012. I was looking at my post prior to this, and then I remembered that ah, I actually studied hard ne for my common test. It's really a no regrets thing that I have because it's honestly the first time I studied so hard for my tests! I'm left with my projects that I will start doing next week (lol ;-;). I think I need a note to be stuck up stating for what sake am I in this course. And remember that there are tons of competitors. Hoka no hito to chigau. I'm a really... katai person lol. One way is one way and I'm never going to change my mind. That's why I still hang in there no matter how much I suffer.

Wonder if it's because of my birthday and etc and horoscope! My horoscope really indicates a determined person. I... know that I just don't wanna change my goal here and there that's why I'm forcing myself to believe in it even if I don't. It really works, and I hope I just stay through it. The year is ending, now what have I been doing ever since my exams ended and my holidays started?

Our mentor just left, and we got a new module tutor! It's amazing. She's my senior in a sense that she's from the same CCA and same division! And she's only older than me by like 5 years?? So young like omg. Haha. JMD having hardcore practice. I wonder if it's enough? Today's a Friday, and I've been going for Wed and Thurs. That would make today the third day consecutively that I've been going for practice. My arm aches. Hahaha. Which poses a really important question here: Are we really ready to perform Fighters for open house?

Sure, even *I* get sick of performing AKB, as much as I like them. I don't mean to say something bad lol but if I'm going to perform something I like, I'd make sure it's the best because I want the thing that I like to look good. But... what about the others? It sometimes just frustrates me so much that they're like doing it just because we should and not because they really want to do it. It makes everything look like crap which makes me think that we shouldn't even do it in all.

But what about Fighters? Yeah, we've been working hard, but are we working hard enough? Each time I study before exams, I always ask this. Am I studying hard enough? Enough to go in the exam hall fcking fearless and do everything like it's the back of my hand? Obviously not. I'm not doing this alone and I have to depend on other people. Even if I'm ready though I admit I'm not haha what about the others? Even if we do feel okay, what do the audience feel? Good enough? Probably not.

The video from FLC is amazing. It feels so scary how... bad we are and I'm not even freaking lying. That's what reality hit me and I started really doing my best. I need it videoed down to feel inspired. But I'm glad I met good friends there. Ahem. Yeah. Imma go off to school soon to prepare the decorations for open house. I'm excited for the people who may join us. And then I'd be super excited for club crawl!! I'm so excited to see the people who will be joining us :D.

This December was also the month in my whole life that I've spent so much wtf!! My mum has been buying my clothes every other week because I feel that I need them and!! I bought lots of cosmetics!! Not because I want them but because I don't feel like sharing my cosmetics with other people. A little unhygienic thar. Hurhurhur. Slowly feeling the wonders of make up. They don't expire till the time I graduate from poly so... yeah. I will just keep using them till they expire. I spent so much that it's scary. But once in a while... not too bad, right? And I don't plan to leave JMD any moment! I've joined something that I wanted to and.. it's amazing.

It's been a good year. I'm glad I never went to JC no matter how much my family wanted to. I'm enjoying life, and that's the way it should have been.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 秋風 - シド

Chapter: 875

2011-12-06T17:26:00.005+08:00

katachi

Perfect icon for the me right now. Poker face mode on and yeah. Obviously things hasn't been going well and well for me. This is a self pity post. I rarely do such posts but :( I think I need to actually clear my mind a lil.

I think waay too much shit. And it's so warm now because I'm wearing long sleeved. Lol shall bath. Back. Blog and finish up this post by 6. Sometimes I really need motivation. And I remember my motivation whenever I remember what exactly I want to do. I sometimes forget them. And it's important how I have to work hard for what I want. Time may be not enough for me, but as long I do my best, I probably won't regret. I have been quite foolish this time round. At least I've learnt my lesson and not make it again. I told myself the exact same thing last semester. What am I doing wrong? What is it that I'm not doing enough of?

I'm remembered of why I'm doing this. I'm in a course that I want to learn. I want to learn all the things that I'm learning. Trying to love but sometimes it's just so hard. I know what I want. I have to do what I want. I just bathed in cold water, in hopes of feeling refreshed. Realization is actually kinda hitting me right now about what I've done today. It's so depressing and mortifying. It's a bad enough day already for me. I don't want to end up like cell bio last sem!! It was a terrifying wait. I don't think I'm even qualified to say I'm doing my best. Am I doing what I promised myself?

It's about time I stop wallowing in self pity!! I know that I'm so fucking stressed out right now because I'm crying so much. And I only cry when I'm stressed. Argh.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ stone cold - FictionJunction

Chapter: 874

2011-11-19T18:33:00.003+08:00

bokura wa kaeru

Short short paragraphs about my trip to AFA ehehhe. This time go AFA is fun!! Because I went with people who actually care and appreciate and even share the same kind of thoughts to the things that I actually like love adore blablabla and somehow grew up with!! It's fun when you go with people who actually know your stuffs. They somehow understand your exciteness and ahh. It was fun.

Okay cough cough. Back to AFA. When I was waiting for my anison concert, I was looking around and thinking to myself: Waaa this is really like otaku convention =_=. Because most of us actually have anime bags (lolol) and have posters sticking out of them. And most of the guys were like wearing anime shirts esp anime girl shirts /cough. All carry backpack LOL and really.. just look like otaku lo!??!

Itou Kanako perform all stein gates song =_=. Kalafina was the last second artiste to perform!! Waaa. After she perform a lot of people left. LOL. Seems like most people were here for the same reason as me. I was kinda surprised since I thought that not a lot of people actually like this genre. It's like operatic kind. But if I can like it, I guess others can too. Yaay. They sang Oblivious!! Magia, Kagayaku no Shijima ni wa and um sprinter and hikari no senritsu. No encore. Haiz. And and and angela sang Aoi Haru and Asu he no Brilliant road!! I managed to actually listen to song that I love live. I'm glad they sang the songs that I wanted them to sing!!

Went to AKB shop and bought badges. Full set is 5, but is in a box and is by random. But I got good luck so the first time I took I had only like one excess. :D. I got team 4 badge 3 times in a row tho wtf. Managersan tried to help me by telling me where team B badges are but I just couldn't grab it!! And she also had to wtf face on when I kept taking team 4 badges at the spot she told me to grab.

I went to grab another set a second time for a friend, and LOL this time is a filipino I think and she so dumb LOL. Cause there was a handshake session earlier so they had this barricade(?) there. The girl tilted the box so I could see everything LOL so I took the full set at one go :P. But it wasn't for me so its um kinda sad. Yeah. =_=. I actually think I have otaku friends too... but maybe not :D. Like I have a friend who is so happy and excited to see Hatsune Miku "live" etc etc. Haha.

Went out with ahma today. Was fun! I love talking to her. hahaha. FLC day was also fun. I somehow put make up myself for the first time!! With mascara etc. I have yet to try eyeliners tho. I'm going to go out with my ahma to buy make up stuffs tomorrow! Like a finally. It's high time I got one and stop sharing with other people. And today Kiki actually told me that I still have some make up on wtf. I went home and tried removing again and true enough. The fug? I had to clean like three or four times before all are off. .__.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 時の向こう幻の空 - FictionJunction

Chapter: 873

2011-10-27T01:02:00.005+08:00

iya na kanji

Not going to make a proper post today so BE PREPARED DADADAAM. Yeah, that was from Lion King. The Scar part. Cookies for you if you actually um read that in his voice or actually sung it out idk but yeah. I will love you if you actually love The Lion King because it's like one of my favourite disney movies ever but um all I see are rage faces there so HAKUNA ME GUSTA.

Feel so fcking cui recently. Actually not recently, is this sem feel kinda cui. Temper recently also so bao zao. =.= machiam everyday on my period can!! I think I just v. v. fan cause I never do anything right and sigh I don't think I'm fully grasping the reality that I'm back in school.

It's not that I didn't prepare myself back to school but just that first week slack then second week must do two weeks worth of stuff so abit not used. Kinda rush then aiya feel like everything all chiong lo?? This sem also feel kinda lonely because no one shares me sense of humour. :(

I just ran through facebook. Was telling my mum how I was shaking my head at my cousin who had like 3 status of anger and I'm like omg mum she's like over 30 already so why can't she at least type properly especially when she's scolding people lol idk I just feel that if you want to scold someone stupid, at least do so in proper English so people won't shoot you back also ma =.= that you yourself also can't type properly.

I'm even more (...) when my mum DISAGREED with me and said that its OK cause NO ONE types in proper English anymore except me maybe (idk not perfect English but its better than those who types as though their caps lock have seizures) and I'm like omg what has this world turn into. Luckily my friends type properly and they at least um spell properly I guess. People just short form all the way and I'm just WHY.

Drank tea so I can't really sleep but I don't have morning class anyway so whatever. Feel that I become so kp recently and like bu shuang with everyone -.- moshikashite I'm becoming older. :(. True ok maybe I really lao le then like typical aunty do nothing but complain complain complain everyday pi qi so terrible then only say say say and do nothing with life -.- sigh I lead a sad life. But its ok cause I haz kaekae and I think thats enough lol. Maybe that's why I don't deserve to have friends sigh lol.

Went back to read a few of my blog posts because I was lonely and lol I see so many names and think who the fuck are they. obv they are not even in my life anymore and their names no longer ring a bell. It's wierd how I see so many names on my blog and how I used to talk to all of them but I don't talk to a single one of them anymore except kaekae. It's that wierd and amazing. @kaemq practically saw me through my psle and O lvls omg lol and I feel so guilty now because I remember all the times she was mad at me and the recent one which she said about being disappointed at me sigh feel so guilty for acting like that. Maybe I should stop being close to people who are not from the internet because obv they're all gna leave me one day.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ カッコ悪い I love you! - フレンチ・キス

Chapter: 872

2011-10-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

mystery

In the mood to blog. Only because tomorrow is a public holiday but I'm stuck with some fucking shit.

Hmm. During my holidays, I have OZ mac delivery me fillet o fish while he's still in America lor omg what is this so nice. First time someone order Mac delivery for me ;__; and foc cause I didn't pay for anything. Touched desu.

I went to the AKB cafe with XM and Poyi last Sunday and it was fun. It's fun because they are nice people and we spent like 2 hours in the cafe eating and playing Uno cards. And the Uno cards are actually like, ONE PIECE UNO CARDS HFLKSHAKLDH AND its just so pretty. You wouldn't believe how we spent like our next three hours. We practically walked to DBG and entered every single figurine shop lol ;__; I wonder if this is what you call happiness.

Or is it because we have same interest so everything is so much more fun =_= I can't imagine going in with my classmates cause they know nuts about it. And it's like so much fun going in with people who knows what the heck is going on! Since XM, Poyi and I were like One Piece fans, we went in almost every shop and were like "omg look at Law and Ace and Luffy afhalkhksf *__*" and we were like touching Sunny Go lol ;__; and we saw Merry Go!! wtf. So technically we were just all staring at figurines and um Poyi was so tempted to buy this figurine and I looked at her and said nooooooooo and dragged her away.

Then I saw nail polish ;__; and wanted to buy and Poyi dragged me away saying that I can't apply anyway so I can't buy omg. So technically the whole trip was the three of us staring at anime figurines and stopping each other from buying everything and everything. Somehow feels like an otaku gathering but it's such things that make me happy cause people understand how I feel and we basically like the same thing so we can stay in the shop for ages without worrying the other party would get sick and tired of waiting etc.

Went to watch Ashita no Joe later and its ok lol I wore shorts but the cinema wasn't even cold like hmmm. Wierd. I still can't watch movies tho and the others are finally convinced that I can't either cause I was so restless throughout and they didn't believe me when I said I would.

Hopefully people should know better to invite me to the movies...

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Mystery Mist - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 871

2011-10-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

habataku toki ga kite

I'm so tired!! And hungry!! ;A;. Argh. People always see me raiding the fridge after 20 minutes of dinner. :( I'm just hungry ok!! And I know I'm going to sound fcking cannibalistic saying this but I think I always get hungry because the only things I eat during dinner are: Rice and Potatoes. No meat!! And I drink lots and lots of curry sauce roflmao.

I love curry! So all I do is actually eating curry potato with rice. Omg just thinking of it and my mouth is watering already D:. And then I eat like some vacuum cleaner and I'm done. And now I'm hungry omg. I forgot why I wanted to blog but it's okay.

Mum brought some food stuff back and asked if I wanted them for supper. Lol yes pls. And then she looked at me and said FAT KID STOP EATING. Then stop giving them to me geez!! But anyway I'm going to eat those awesome delicious food stuffs because I'm so hungry!! I wake up everyday thinking what I'm going to have for lunch and dinner because I always never make it in time for breakfast anyway. Ahma asked me to eat mac for lunch ok omg woohoo 4.50 ok omg so excited already. That I'm eating. *__*.

I'm running out of songs to listen. And I'm just stalking sites everyday asfkskfha. Oh. I watched Lion King and Mulan and Hercules yesterday with mum! Lion King was so D: But I didn't cry as much as I expected myself to lol. But it's still sad. But I saw all the meme faces in the characters especially Nala! wtf. -.-. And the favourite part is still the lyrics "He's holding back, he's hiding. But what I can't decide, why won't he be the king I know he is, the king I see inside-" OMGGG it made so much sense to me now ok? But I was also struggling to understand their accent. Fck them all :( I always have trouble with American shows!!!1 I have no idea how I managed to understand when I was younger. But now it made so much sense to me!

Mulan was okay lor. I actually remembered not liking it that much because it's gender bender and I don't really like gender bender stuffzz. But I was totally taken in by the "I'll make a man out of you" song. Okay la quite fun? Just that I realised so many shit ok! Shang is secretly gay and the emperor walked away like ADIOS BITCHES when Shang went to save him. Like whut. The Huns could've killed him any time! And he just walked away like LOL BYE BITCHES. -_-. He walked like there's nothing wrong. Lolll. Not a bad movie! The grandma at the end was XD "WOOHOO SIGN ME UP FOR THE NEXT WAR!" XD. Srsly if Mulan wasn't a girl, he'd be in for yaoi and gay shitzzz.

Hercules was some boring fuck. It wasn't that bad actually. Um. I think it has pretty good character development? Lol but I couldn't understand a single word Meg was saying for fuck. It's my fault but. :( It was boring still. So meh. He not handsome ok?! And the music... wasn't interesting. Lol.

I watched Lion King II: Simba's Pride today. Um. The music sucks. Except for one :P. Kiara so lol. The cub time voice sounds like Simba. So she sounds more like a male instead of a female!! And Kovu. Lol sounds like KOUFU OK. So sad he killed his own brother. And the people change heart so fast. Wtf. Ok la and I never even cry. Same for Lion King 1.5. But it's fun seeing things from their point of view! They so cute lol. I'm going to watch some other movies soon lol. My holidays are really flying away. :(.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Can you feel the love tonight - 葵

Chapter: 870

2011-10-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

mou nakanai de

Yay awesome world. It's October D:. I'll keep that next generation topic for next time. Today has been fun I guess. Ran around the school for one and a half round and I felt so terrible. Anyway, I generally felt terrible throughout because I only ate like half a bread before coming.

So. Since I was holding on to the key, I decided to be a nice lady and be there at least on time to open the door for awesome people. I wasn't that early, I was at least ten minutes early. And then Jia Lin messaged me saying that she would be late. Wasn't that bad. Except that despite telling me that she would be late, she was actually the first to reach. After me. Yeah, thanks. -_-. She was late by... five minutes. Yeah. Actually Wei Song was there earlier buttttttt! I don't care lmao. Neither of them were on time because I checked the time.

Waited like a fag. It was really terrible. I suck. But it's okay, I'll do my best. I mean the session. Yeah. Tiring. My muscles hurt! I felt so terrible ok. Think I need to bring sweets next time! Maybe buy Milo also so... I get energy? LOL :(.

Listened to Uncle XM about his Japan trip and about girls etc. I mean their skirts and boob mouse pads. And received gifts! My One Piece bag and akb x hello kitty pencil (woohoo) and a file of my choice! Yayayay. Happy. LOL.

My legs are so tired. I don't have anything tomorrow. hopefully I'll do fine.

Ya ya ya my main point of updating this post is now invalid. Because it sounds so emo so I will summarize it in one line. The good thing about growing up is you won't care about shit that you used to care about because you have all the time in the world to do so and you don't know. Who cares as long as you succeed?

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Loveless - 山下智久

Chapter: 869

2011-09-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

itsuka kuru sayonara

Hello world. I just went over to make a post at my lievjournal, but I kinda miss my blogspot too! I haven't been saving icons much etc and I feel that my icons are kinda lonely. My icons folder, I mean. And then I scroll through and all I see are my old icons that I was super free to save during my 08 and 09 years. I wonder how I was that free to do it instead of studying. I must have had too much time on my hands. C:.

Right now life has been pretty awesome. I guess. I'm having holidays now and right now I'm in the last three weeks of holidays of my life except that CCA is starting in the next Saturday. It's Tuesday tomorrow! I just want to stay at home and do shit that I want to because my holidays are going to be over. I just want to laze at home all day and I'm pretty sure everyone wants to do it too. @___@.

I think I have it pretty well. I have eyes that are not that small and my nails are pretty long which looks awesome when painted on. I know of some that has nails so short that it's impossible to draw and paint on like wtf. And then there are people with eyes who are so small that unless you photoshop/wear lenses it's like impossible to look at and it's like you can't even properly look at their eyes. I happen to have awesome complexion (which I have no idea why I do considering I really never bothered to take care lol -_-) and I don't have acne/pimples that obvious. And I can really go out without worrying or look up at people without being embarrassed.

I don't really see myself that /fat/ if I can still find clothes that can fit me because if clothes that can be found almost everywhere can fit me, I must be at least average. I have legs that are not too short either (with fats around but lol I just contradicted myself so whatever) so I probably have good proportions. Probably not that good but good enough. I can actually really properly do things myself with normal limbs and all. I don't have obvious deforms (I do have some deforms but they are so tiny that they are not even worth mentioning). Most of us are pretty lucky there.

We look to beautify ourselves and sometimes not satisfied. Are these worth it sometimes? Sometimes I look at people who really cake their faces up. And then I think: Why do people really waste all their time making themselves beautiful and pretty and making sure everyone likes them and all. Of course everyone likes to look at pretty girls. But wasting our lives doing something like this? Sure, we want to look our best at all times but we're all going to die one day. How come it's just not practical to just be yourself and making sure that the people around you are okay and just be loved by someone and have a happy life?

I see so many people always going through great lengths and pain and time even to make sure their skin is like, top notch and etc and I'm just standing there thinking: Oh yeah, I love my computer!! Maybe I just can't understand why people will do it (laughs). If I want someone to love me, they better love me how I am because I don't want to be someone else. You become more confident with make up, but what if you're married and you don't even have confidence to face your husband with your bare face? That's just so sad.

I think these are some of the things I can never resolve but I'm sure it's almost the same for me because I stay at home and watch anime and read manga and colour manga panels like woah I haz no life (lol) but it makes me happy. I guess different people just have different likes and things they wanna do. :). I guess I'm also wasting time right now huh. This post is getting so pointless now. D: .

Um. Um. D: . I'm talking to oneechan while blogging. Oneechan is really so nice to me and I really want to talk to her some more. D: But oneechan needs to sleep soon. I'm glad I met someone in the same generation. Maybe I'll blog more about this generation and the generation I'm in. This post is long enough and probably counts as the pointless longest post award in my blog. -_-.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ いつか - シド

Chapter: 868

2011-09-19T17:35:00.002+08:00

tsunaida passion

Hmm. These days have been fun, out to Waseda Shibuya High School and friends etc. It has been fun, but sometimes when I'm home... I feel so. Wierd. Because I think of a lot of stuffs that I know wouldn't make a difference no matter how much I think of it.

I remember last times where I complained how lonely I felt whenever I open the door to my home and there's no one there. All I hear is really just the clock ticking, the stale air because the windows are not open and... how dark it looked. It's my home, but it feels so empty because there isn't anyone there.

It's not empty now because my grandmother is really back to living with me, but I still feel lonely. I come home and it still looks awesome but. There is really no one who will listen to what I actually have to say. Sometimes I really want to tell them somethings so much, but they wouldn't listen to what I have to say. And then I start thinking again. Why?

Why is it that I'm home but there isn't anyone who will properly ask or want to know? I'm telling on my own accord, and I want them to know but no one seems to care. Of course I know that there are awesome people aka my online friends (lol forever alone) who will listen but sometimes I just want to physically tell them.

I really feel so lonely sometimes :( because even though I know I haz friends, I actually do know which ones are the ones that are actually right for me and ones that I can trust. All I have right now is really @kaemq but I know she won't be there for me forever. If only she was my rl friend lol.

This post is getting so depressing lol. But I'm in the mood for blogging today so I'll try and... stuff crap into this. I haven't been blogging a lot recently. But there hasn't been anything interesting in my life anyway. So who cares.

I'm going to watch animelo summer live rebridge 2009 tho. I watched a lil (lol spoiler) and FictionJunction was sooo good! I fell in love with discotheque too even though I hated it. Tamura Yukari is so awesome. And Hirano Aya's vocals are like omg. I fell in love with the song she sang. And hearing JAM Project singing SKILL live is like. Woaaah. Can't wait to watch somemore!

Oh waitz. I'm downloading pokemon anyway so I guess I'll go wait for it to be done. Can't believe it has been 1 year already! I mean, I started watching since it started airing and they said that it has been a year? Like really? I have like 20 plus episodse to catch up with and I refuse to watch online so.. good luck to me. XD.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Stone Cold - FictionJunction

Chapter: 867

2011-09-09T13:57:00.002+08:00

zurui

Hello world. So fast ne. It's September! (I had the nerve to write August just now. Argh.) What's up?

I had fun everyday. I went out on Sunday to SKE's live with a few people, had fun in the arcade. I played DDR for the first time in four years. Wow. That arcade is awesome. Looking forward to going back there.

Went to Nicholas's house for Sushi making, kinda awesome. Had bacon and ham and lots of delicacies. Jie Shen even cooked curry for us, which I ate. Yeah, awesome food. I had a sore throat the next day, which is Wednesday. Freaking torturous. Thursday came, and made mooncakes. Durian ones. Kinda good, but meh. I don't like durians.

It's Friday already. Kinda fast huh. My holidays are just gna go like that and I'll be pleased I guess. I actually have tons of shows to watch, but I really wanna watch with my grandmother. Like, damn.

I actually went back to my livejournal and realised that there ARE a lot of stuffs to be done. But I'm not one to follow schedule, but more of feeling, and that's pretty sad. I wanna game, but I'll wait for teh DS. I wanna watch anime, but I'm bored. I wanna read manga, but I prefer reading them while I eat. I wanna watch Dc, but I'm pretty lazy to download. Like damn?

Actually i still feel terrible and I wanna rest. I can feel a terrible cough coming, and I'm giving a miss for tomorrow's Sentosa trip with the JMD people. I really like Zettai Ryouiki. /random.

My exams are finally over and etc, it has been terrible. I will do better next sem. :(.

Sigh. Lots of things have changed ne? I'm looking through my stuffs, my links, and generally my net stuffs. Things are really different. The world is really changing, it's so sad. I still feel my nose blocked and etc. I really hope cleaning my nasal passage will help reduce all this shit! Cause all I feel is my nose feeling itchy and all, and I guess it's the irritants in it. I'm so nervous.

I'm so tired of meeting people who can't type.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ sleep - シド

Chapter: 866

2011-08-08T17:44:00.003+08:00

futari dake no jikan

Life lor. So fast update again right me. Hehehe. Today has been good. I guess. Studied CT w/ WY yesterday at void deck yayayay. Kinda fun but lol I think my void deck sucks. Her house one better. I did the first few weeks, woke up "early" (Kinda overslept actually, was supposed to be up around 6/7, I got up at 8) and realised I didn't even need to read the first few chapters. Lol.

Kinda gave up hope so sorta browsed/glanced past etc and tried my best. Went on facebook and talked to BK for awhile! Happy and... sad. Lol machiam not close :(. I feel so depressed thinking about what he said lol. Cause secretly I know is true ok. But what can I do??? I also not smart. So hard to balance. Sian. Feel so terrible with myself ok. Y u all not Singaporeans! :(.

Then off to school lor? Met QX on the way LOL v. v. funny. Was walking walking and then "This girl like familiar a." Then is really her! She was apparently walking up and down Blk P - Blk S lol. So cute. So study lor.

Maths that time sleeping lor. received my paper back and kinda upset/shocked. Lol. 25/30 lor? I differentiate the ln function wrongly nb. So pissed. My 1 mark like that fly la???? Fck. Then I see my second qns... I lost 6 marks. Lol I write "t" then end up write write write become plus then factorize wrongly. Somemore when I solve the "e" I put radian mode lor cb. Then answer wrong lor? No answer mark. Wth. But okay la? Considering that day I /totally/ forgot that it was test day and I was just busy studying my German. Hahahah!

Then ICT test liao also sleep. Think not enough sleep lor. Headache. Then halfway through the test feel like sleeping. And then kind of angry because I didn't really know how to answer the questions despite studying it. Tikam all the way. Sian. Headache. Will try to catch people today.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 時間よ止まれ feat. SEAMO - AZU

Chapter: 865

2011-08-05T23:17:00.004+08:00

kinou made no keiken

My mood like that lor. Funny and just LOL wierd. Singlish post today too. My aunt made my mood like this hehehe. So funny her and her iPad LOL. I guess it really sucks not being tech savvy huh. Thank god I'm definitely not like this LOL. Laughing at her forever lor.

Today NDP celebration lor. Performance then for some reason so so sleepy the 1.5 hours performance I really just sleep through. The chair damn comfy also!! Wake up then like typical Singaporean go eat buffet tabao two pack home also LOL. Bth so Singaporean ok!!

Take lots and lots of pictures then go home. So tired!! This month like rush lor. Keep exam exam exam and dance dance dance! So fast going performance and I so scared. And nervous la. So hopefully tomorrow everything will go well lor. Lol just thinking of tomorrow make my heart beat so fast -.-. So scared. -__-.

Hopefully I'll have time for ICT too. I have sooo many stuffs that I want to do and etc! These days I'm just addicted to Neopets and all. So old school! Listening to Disney too. #nostalgia. I feel so typical too, Going to school to charge my phone just to save on home electricity. Hahaha!

Hopefully I'll sleep well tonight and update soon!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Beginner - AKB48

Chapter: 864

2011-07-25T01:55:00.003+08:00

nozonde kita michi nano ni

Hello world. It has really been awhile. It's 2am now. And I will sleep soon. Quick update about July for the moment.

July is... really the month of happenings. I got a new phone, my first common test, first talk, first tumblr.? Because of various various stuffs that I don't even want to bring up (lol) I'm really staying away from the internet and msn a lot. Although half of it is really because I have activities that really take up a lot of my time. I end up not really having enough time. And then I end up not being in the internet world.

And that's sad. I don't want to drift away from anyone from the internet but why is this inevitable? Why do people really just come and go and think distance matters? I don't know, and I'm not sure if I should really think about this stuffs when exams are about 3 weeks away. Lol but even though I said that I will definitely think about it.

Sometimes :3 feel so useless and shit but I will properly choose and walk the path. I'm one hell of a stubborn kid so I will try my best unless it's really not possible anymore which I refuse to believe so. Please don't think of me as someone who will let her friends go easily once we're friends. I try, so please do too.

Long school day tomorrow again, I wonder if I can sleep during ICT. Hahaha. Feel so sad today. :3 A feeling that I really like, it seems.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 私は私 - 峯岸みなみ

Chapter: 863

2011-06-26T14:56:00.001+08:00

tanoshii hibi

Hmmm.
I'm in the mood to journal.

I'm on a GARNET CROW drug nao, and it's @_@. What is this. I actually have stuffs planned to blog and now I've forgotten. #justlikeoneechan. u.u

Properly planned my cosplay stuffs and I guess I'm looking forward |D. I have been stalking the soapbox a lot recently, and it's creepy how everyone assumes every girl to be me -_-. But I'm still curious who those girls are |D.

Aside from wierd stuffs, 2011 is the year I try new stuffs. I'm not a good painter but I'll paint my shoes. I'm not good at sewing but I'll make my own clothes (u.u)!! I'm not good at dancing but I'll still learn them. I'm not good at controlling my anger but I will do my best :(. This is the year where I want to DIY. :x.

I'm gna plan my sleep schedule now because when it's exam/test times, its the time where my sleeping times and wake up times go haywire and scary. Have I also mentioned how much I love being alone at night. I'm sooo excited for GARNET CROW's new single. It's so fucking catchy what is this I don't even

I was surprised how much I liked it, because I only like those sad songs/tunes :x. It's magical. What is this wizardry!! And I don't have a GC tag?! What D: D: D: *Makes a new tag*

Hmmm. Not sure what to do now because kaekae is away, bk isn't on, cc is sleeping and probably Jd- too. I'm done retagging my remix album woohoo. So awesome.

Anyway, kaekae, I'm going to do my best. Hope it'll be over soon.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 制服恋物語 - B.L.T.アイカレ1期生

Chapter: 862

2011-06-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

toki wo tome you

Went over to my grandma's from Monday to Thursday, and time flew by this fast. :(. Anyway, I learnt a lot of stuffs there, and by that, I mean that I can survive without the internet. I ask myself a lot of times, what will I do when I get the internet? Nothing much. I at least watched a movie and completed watching one of GC's dvd! Oh god, so awesome. I'm now officially addicted to listening to GC songs again. Hopefully they'll take the second place now!!

I also watched some episodes of SC and oh god, I MISS KOSACHAN AND TAKUMI!!!! AND YONECHAN ;___; They're all good singers!! Yonechan especially. I wonder if he's doing good at Setsuna Cruise. I hope he's gna continue to sing cause he's sooo good! And Kosachan ;__; I wonder if he'll still continue to sing too (lol) cause his vocals are just awesome. I think PRISTAR kinda disbanded, but I hope he's gna do his best!! I also want Butoukan to release a new single omg cause I don't get sick listening to their songs! I also saw Mis Snow Man in awhile and Ikki's still there! I also watched the x-mas special again and poor NEWS, they're so underrated. No one knows NEWS songs! Also also, Hasshi LOL answered "NEWS no TEGOMASU" (...) when it's supposed to be Tegomasu no Miso Soup. Lmao. Hilarious.

Speaking of which, there was Uekusa Yuuta and Kyomochan |D and they look awesome together. Why isn't Yuuta coming back :(. He can definitely be the next top guy. And I still feel bad for Hasshi being stuck w/ A.B.C.-Z annnnnnnd I saw B.I. Shadow again! Sorta finally accepted Hokuto and Yuugo w/ them |D. I worked hard :x. Nakaken and Fuuchan is going to be the main anyway so I don't think I care. Hah. As long Fuuchan has his spot light. And Hokuto's vocals are good? Yuugo will improve so I think I'm fine. Anderson was super sweet to Kyomo chan too! I love it when there are foreigners who can speak Japanese and English well. His "I hope we can be friends forever" sooo cute! ;___; they were still young.

It's been awhile since I last fan girled (laughs). Can't wait to bring caps lmao. think my oneechan can't wait too :x cause she's the only one who understand the juniors ;__;. Ah, I also thought of AKB while looking at the juniors. Although there are more AKB members than juniors, I realised that it actually isn't that bad to memorize all AKB names because... I will probably be able to when it comes to juniors lol.

Anyway! I finally cleared at least 6gb so I have 7gb free woohoo! But I'm downloading 11 more DC episodes soooo u.u. I asked Dad to buy me and ehdd cause he's in China now. Lol China stuffs suck but it's okay. I just need more space asap argh!! And I went bat shit crazy when my mum went through my convs. And she didn't even apologize because she thought it wasn't her fault.

I had my main msn window open, and she claimed that to get there, she had to minimize every single window to get to there. What the hell? She could've just clicked there and then! But she claimed that she didn't know. But she later proved to me that she knew because I told her that dad replied her and she immediately pointed to the taskbar and said click that!! SHE KNEW. Omg rage comic faces surfacing. Raged a lil and then realised that kaekae was also having a bad day so :(.

I feel kinda guilty but I'm done w/ my econs. And I feel terrible. Terrible as in, I slept for 9 hours but I woke up feeling sick and sneezing like hell. What the heck. And I kinda feel bad again because this is the third time I told SBF (2) that I can't meet him today. Because I'm still feeling sick obv but I still feel bad. And I miss my SBF cause it's been at least 2 or 3 years since we last met!

Feel like a bad girl too because there's two shirts I want to buy but we're really tight on cash atm and I didn't even get a job. .__. Sigh. Rich man where are you come marry me leh.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 君連れ去る時の訪れを - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 861

2011-06-20T11:21:00.001+08:00

set in a motion!

Went for camp on last Friday and Saturday! Fun fun fun fun fun. :3. I have had awesome group mates. I was their group leader for the first two days :'D. We had ice breaker stuffz at first and I said: I LIKE GENGAR!!!1 and everyone stared at me. And then they went: HOHO, I KNOW WHY YOU LIKE HIM. CAUSE HE LOOKS SADISTIC~! (...) right.

That's how my group name originated though. Super sadistic. And then Super sadistic crayons. But that was rejected. Became super happy crayons instead. Later that night, we had to walk around the school searching for clues and etc. and we were trolled lol. The first clue was "Kisses and ghosts". If I know the school, I would've figured it out pretty fast. But I don't. It was at a place I never knew existed.

Anyway, we met one of the GMs and they said it was ~Blk A. So for an hour, we walked around Blk A to find out thaaaaat it wasn't at Blk A. But Blk N. Lolwhut. So to compensate, he told us where the place was and brought us there. But lol apparently it's haunted there and Azuzu scared :x. I didn't go in :P. Too scared LOL. Oh, and have I mentioned that on the way there I "met" three cockroaches that made me scream so f loud. They totally had their troll face on.

Apparently at the secret garden, the security guy has caught many couples there kissing |D and lots of ghost encounters etc. Lol. Second clue was a breeze and at the thiirddd clue, we were trolled again. We were once told that the clue was at Blk A. But it wasn't. Lol. Trolled throughout. Overall super fun! |D.

Woke up super early the second day and ran around the school twice. Had lots of games/obstacles stuffs etc and still... fun |D. My legs hurt after running lol. The lack of exercise. And then we had to walk around the school to hunt for eight ping pong balls w/o clues. Ghost stories time |D. Funn. I got caught though lol feel so bad for my team members. I got piggy backed later which is also fun :x been awhile since I have last been piggy backed! We have had the untangle game anndd my hand was grabbed by two other guys :O and all they had to say was: THIS HAND IS DEFINITELY A GIRL'S CAUSE IT'S SO SMALL. :@ I have big hands! :(. Well not really. Compared to their hands... it's small. XD.

Had water bomb fights later and Joel was such a bastard lol he totally exploded one in front of me. Was so wet XD. And then there was this guy who was aiming the guy behind me but he threw too low and hit me in the head instead. I got super wet then |D. And then D: The time to go home. Sad sad sad. But I kicked Joel like, for 10 minutes (and broke my last toe nail lol karma) before leaving. Can't bear to leave! ;__; Camp was this fun.

I later heard that my group won. I passed my leader role to Alex cause I know he's gna be a good leader. I like how my group was so cooperative because they properly listened and stopped whenever I say that I have something to say. :). Good thing that I passed to Alex though. Yay we won. \o/. Looking forward for my carrot to fill me in when I meet her on Wednesday. :).

Will be away till Friday.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Time-Bomb - All Time Low

Chapter: 860

2011-06-17T10:11:00.003+08:00

zutto

Hello waarudo. I come with wierd news :O. Oh, and it has only been 4 days since I last updated! *__*. Lets see lets see :3. I've been a good girl annd :O Started reading Mouryou no Yurikago! And then I read some Hoozuki no Shima. Well, it's good. Until the ending which sucks like hell. I guess some mangakas just have no idea how to end their stories. But I guess it's fine since I'm bad with endings too. So all I will recommend is their content :'D.

Went to do project yesterday (I HAVE A LIFE!!!11) and there was a pasar malam!! :( I Saw this pair of socks (u.u I know, I know) and I want it soo fff much. It's freaking red striped white socks!!!1 KNEE HIGH ONES. I WANT D:. (Insert omg rage face) I love red and white. Except that I will only wear it for national day. It looks like candy cane! So cute hehehe.

Gna go off to camp later and I'm still too lazy to pack. Have this feeling that I'm gna be "forever alone" guy because Xr is not gna come till tomorrow--the day I get back. Have I mentioned how heavily addicted I am to the rage guy comics? That's what I spent my whole day at; stalking those comics. Oh god.

I love Me Gusta and Rage guy the mosttt! The okay guy is never funny to me. It's kinda early and I'm still sleepy. I blame myself for sleeping so darn late. And there's no one here because BK says he's waking up late today. I wonder if I'll catch him later.

And I hope the camp is going to be fun. :( Camps are boring without friends.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ ドラマ - シド

Chapter: 859

2011-06-13T09:43:00.002+08:00

kotae wa soko

Hello world. My cousin's wedding is officially now over. My day had been bad due to various stuffs. Showed my attitude because they all pissed me off. Right now it's just the holidays, and I guess nothing much interesting have been happening in my life. I'm really happy that BK is here though. Speaking of which, it's turning 10 soon. Hopefully he'll be here.

I feel so frustrated over so many stuffs but I obviously not going to tell to some people because I know how they are going to react and/or I know they're sick and tired of what I have to say. It's pretty obvious, and I know I'm the same. It's time to stop thinking and just think for myself. I know it because I ask what people have to say but I end up not using them.

Now I feel wierd again because I'm not the only one who has to deal with shit and I'm whining like crazy. I sometimes don't understand what I'm doing :3. Too tired and lazy to go school. Time to make my own decision. Because I know what makes me happy.

#Capricorns,know and possess the abilities to do tasks on their own, which can sometimes come off as conceited.

Yeah, so I guess it's time for me to go off.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 真紅 - Hey! Say! JUMP

Chapter: 858

2011-06-04T14:40:00.006+08:00

kaze ni mi wo makase

Yeah, I'm really tired now. And atm my back hurts. I think I turned a wrong turn just now and it hurts like fffff. I'm also really tired. I'm going to go with the picture -talk- picture -talk somemore- format. At least you people will get a break and won't have to read chunk by chunk. As you can tell, I'm really tired.

My dress finally came. Yeah, I expected it to be short but it's so long. -_- omg.

Speaking of my cousin, yeah, she's the one who got me the gravure photobooks. What the hell, I'm straight. I don't think I even need that. And she totally killed my mood the other day.

We made cookies!

And while doing that, my cousin texted me asking if I could help her. I don't make promises that I can't keep, so I have to make sure I can do what she needs me to. I asked her to tell me what is it that I need to do but her response was just: It's hard to tell through text. The hell. Fine. So I asked her to leave me an offline msn message then. I'll get back to her. Her response was just: It's fine if you don't.

The hell. I mean, I just wanted to know the details. Do I look that unwilling? I ignored her text man. And she was so freaking impatient. Spoilt my mood while making those cookies. During practical. At least my mood lightened when I made a "KAZU" one :x in star shape, just for kae!. Oh, and last weeks practical.

Ice cream! :B. Last weeks one. We had a fun time eating that while waiting for our cookies to bake.

Oh, and I ate Tommy's and Henry's cookies. They were like crap even though they claimed that it was cooked. I can still see the flour on the cookie :x. I tried to eat it and then spat it out :x. I threw it away. But before I really did threw it, I broke the cookie into half and looked at it. Lol all I can see was dough. It wasn't cooked. -_-. Went home and had a terrible stomach ache.

Complained to Peck Chuan when I went to school the next day :(. And then realised that I wasn't the only one. Since we were supposed to evaluate cookies, everyone had to eat them. And most of us had a terrible stomach ache. :P. Glad I wasn't the only one.

Went to get my contacts last Wednesday aka 1st June too. I had a hard time putting my contacts in because I didn't know that I had to touch my eye balls. Lol. Really. And when I realised that, the contacts was in straight away. Not so bright Azuzu. Doctor said that I have sensitive eyes. Lol riiight. He totally pulled my upperlid and underlid and it hurts like hell. So I kept blinking. Will do my best to wear contacts! :O

JMD today, and we have a performance coming up so I can't go yet. Yeah, one reason why my back hurts. And nothing interesting happened recently. Oh right, the AKB guy wouldn't stop calling me as "The girl who cut my queue" :(. And I got shit done yesterday. I properly filed my stuffs instead of going to the movies w/ my friends.

There, my post is done.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Smith - ゾロ

Chapter: 857

2011-05-23T18:17:00.007+08:00

koi wa

Yay! Life haz been awesome awesome fun for Azuzu and all :O. I get to stay in school till late everyday for aircon/net/electricity and do my homework and study. Tons of awesome stufz happened and I'm happy I guess. :3. Updating more and more often because I just love updating instead of doing work. And I have to go off at 2+ for lunch and then CCA. And it's turning 10. (laughs).

Anyway! I'm soo in love w/ the Mayuyu that BK drew for me :O that I really set it as my hp bg :P. Took a photo to prove for him-

Pretty pretty Mayuyu lololol :x. Bad quality but whatever because it was Tommy's phone. And I didn't do much work yesterday because I only had an hour or two max to spare. Busy msning and all so yeah. Bad bad bad Azu.

Still talked to Jd- and he drew Grimreaper!Jd- but I forgot to SS it :S. So before I left I for some reason (no idea why I did but -_-) said I would draw his grimreaper for him. :| Guess what happened.

Grimreaper!Jd- :O And it failed. No idea who that girl beside him is but he's totally dubbing it as me. :|. I don't tie braids! :3 and I don't look awesome.

Anyway, being Jd- he said he liked it even though it was like crap. Right now BK is going to prepare for college :(. Azuzu will miss you! I always miss the people I msn with often. Well not that often. Now BK, I wished you would've talked to me earlier :x. I love having msn friends XD.

Went to the interchange for the first time today to see how far it is from the mrt and it's freaking far! Thank god I did it today and not tomorrow -A-. I ended up listening to Kimi to Niji to Taiyou on repeat for the last two days! Soo trying to avoid that, I actually put my songs on shuffle (again). The first song was Oogoe Diamond by AKB (still -_-). And guess what the second song was.

Yes, Kimi to Niji to Taiyou. Out of 180+ songs. What are the odds man?! I ended up listening to Kimi to Niji to Taiyou on repeat /again/ today. Argh. AKB, what are you doing to me?! iPod going out of battery because it went from 3/4 to 1/4 yesterday. No idea how it happened but I guess it just did -_-. Gna borrow a charger tomorrow and charge it :3.

Did tons of other stuffs and yeah. I'm going home soon. I miss my bed. Haven't been sleeping well and all because the bed sucks but it's still gooodd. I'll enjoy :).

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Everyday、カチューシャ - AKB48

Chapter: 856

2011-05-23T18:17:00.006+08:00

taiyou ga

Yesterday was super eventful and fun :O. Azuzu get to wake up late because of no classes! \o/ woke up super late and alllll. Then moved to grandmother's house. :'). Like finally. Sooo yeah. I bid my farewells to everyone. It's nice of everyone to say don't go and all, but our timezones don't match. /Ever/. Oh, and Yui icon just because. :/

Went there and slacked like a crazy kitty. Went to pasar malam and somehow shopped again :|. Bought lots of stuffs and a headband! Salesman was so pissed because I stood there choosing for at least 15 minutes. Can't decide which one to buy for life. And then went on to buy nail polish and stuffsz :O. Guess which colour I bought XD.

Yeah :O Totally bought this to use as a base, but :O Cheap stuffz is cheap. It was super watery and all and I put like, three layers on it. Look at how uneven it is! I will need to get proper ones soon :( So I can paint pretty nailz!

Went home later because I forgot to bring my practical stuffs -_-. Stupid Azuzu. Got scolded like crazy but whatever. I don't care. Was superbly pleased to see BK online! :). Thank god for internet. He totally updated his blog yay and there's a super pretty picture of Mayuyu there! :O It's not completed but whatever, it's still pretty! And Azuzu loves it :).

What he drew :O. I totally requested him to draw Mayuyu for me :x. So evil of me :x. But he still did it XD. I asked expecting a no from lazy lazy BK XD. Who care if it doesn't looks like Mayuyu (But it does ok!) It's the thoughts that counts and Azuzu appreciates it :). It's my cellphone wallpaper now. Will update next post w/ the pic!

In school now leeching their everything and doing all my homework. Can I mention that BK was awesomely nice to me by staying up till 2:30am w/ me doing my homework last night? :x. Was super sleepy la cause I only had 4 hours of sleep an all but it's an awesome day. I'm updating now because I won't have internet later. And oh, I'm totally supposed to do my econs now and guess why I haven't started and refuse to. :x.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Everyday、カチューシャ - AKB48

Chapter: 855

2011-05-21T23:18:00.005+08:00

Kimi ni

Yeah :O Icon for a reason! It's really shocking... and shocking :O. Will post a few pictures before getting to actual post. I'm actually getting the disease of updating with pictures always! But that totally happens only because interesting stuffs happens and stuffz.

So while I haz the mood, you people better enjoy and appreciate it! :O.

OHH LOOKIEZ It's my AKB ticket! :B For the live. On 15th HEHEHE. My tix flew away for awhile. Gave me a shock. :x luckily I managed to catch it XD.

SEE IT'S 13 like HEHEHEHE.

Anyway, I went out w/ my grandmother yesterday :O. Aka Friday, 20th May 2011. And bought tons of stuffs! My ahma really damn awesome to shop with ok. She is really let me choose what I like and even if she don't like she will shut up and say you like and comfortable can liao. Not like my mum like one noisy piece of shit. Had a tiff with her but anywayz! I felt terribly sleepy and sick and all because of long bus rides. But whatever! :D

I'm going to my grandmotherz house from now on. And :O It totally means that Azuzu won't have internet connection at home. Which means no interwebbingz. On the not-so-bright-but-maybe-bright side, I will be bringing my lappy to school everyday and camp at the library until 8PM everyday. I get to use teh interwebz in school! \o/. I'll be back on the weekends and such so yeah :).

Try catching me please, people? :).

Went for J.M.D (Japanese Music (and) Dance) CCA today. Met an AKB fan! I totally knew because he was wearing AKB's live shirt that I didn't buy. I ran into him again when I was buying lunch back for ahma and I. I looked at him and said AKB FAN!!! :D. And he looked at me and said: You know what? I totally remember you. YOU CUT MY QUEUE. And that actually happened. I mean, because I wanted to shook hands w/ Wasamin, Komorin and Myao, I cut my friend's queue so I could enter the shop earlier and faster :x. He said: I was the one behind you.

Ffff embarrassing much? I can totally feel awkward silences now. XD. But it's fun. And he's a good dancer. And speaking of dancing, my toes ache like crazy now. Fff. Anyway, it was raining when I got to my grandmother's house and all :O. And I bought MOAR socks. ... Yeah. I bought 3 more pair of ankle socks. Orange/Pink/Black. I wanted the light blue one butt I really love black socks w/ white shoes. The black one that I originally bought is going to wear off soon :( Been wearing it too often. I'm totally excited for the orange one though! It's unique.

And speaking of sockssss. I totally realised that I have a small fetish for it :(. I dug up my drawer and found out that :x I have a lot of long socks. Especially those below knee kinds. I have one black one, one black one w/ two white stripes on top (school girl style yay), one red and black one (Totally got it only because it looked like Kooh's one) and one black and pink one (not sure when I got it but whatever). I remember I used to have a black and white one, but I can't seem to find it. Maybe I didn't get it at all but ahh. Screw my memory.

Those are all below knees one :x. Now that I haz one thigh high one I'm supposed to be satisfied...! :O. Or so. But not. Tomorrow I going back to the stupid pasar malam again and buy my over the knee socks. LOL fff. I'm socks crazy now. I also want loose socks!! Aiya I want everything. Damn? :x. I just love to go pasar malam cause stuffs so cheap so I really willing to spend like crazy!! :x.

Okay, time to go back and do my e-learning stuffs. In the mood liao.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 会いたかった～お江戸 Ver.～ - チームZ

Chapter: 854

2011-05-19T20:13:00.026+08:00

chika michi

WOOHOO. Will start my epic post from where I honestly remembered!! I'm totally doing this post because BK said I should update my blog, and since he did, I totally should too! :). Ohh, and there are lots and tons of shocking stuffs coming up, which explains this icon! :). I really like this GA icon, and I think it will match paafectoly w/ my post. :3.

Sooo!!

Thursday, 12th May 2011:
Had a food science practical which is major insane!! Had to try on sooo many samples to see which is the sweet/sour/bitter/salty one x__x. Had to even determine whether the sample is any of the above also. Had to determine which is the sweetest/sourest/bitterest/saltiest! :(. Also had to see which potato chips/orange juice was the same. And rice crackers. And yoghurt drink. And lots of stuffs! And I was still having cough. :(. Had to wear the shower cap thing and lab coat! XD. Wait till I show you the pictures :O It's madness!

For the firstttt part only! x_x.

Yeah :O My group mates!

Ice cream! I can honestly tell you I nearly died because the first sample was wolf berry ice cream. I don't like wolf berries! :(. Second was chrysanthemum one and the last one I can't remember. And it was my favourite out of all three. XD. They were all Chinese Medicine flavoured icecream!

The orange juice which is stupid.

The yoghurt one. x_x.

How much I drank at the end of one day. Nearly died because of all the different tastes!

Random flask (4*cough0cough*8) that I had to pour my sample from :O.

Random picture of my pencil case before we move on :x.

Saturday, 14th May 2011:
I woke up for my JMD Orientation, and was greeted by a black face from my grandmother's. Yeah, I totally forgot that I actually was supposed to go to the temple with her. Thought of tons of stuffs before going for my JMD orietntation. Went only for an hour but it was epicly fun! Sad that I couldn't stay any longer. :(. Went home to go to the temple w/ my grandmother and then eat lunch w/ her! ^^. Rushed to Somerset to queue for AKB official shop opening then! Sooo hot and sweaty ;__;. KW totally gave me crappy directions because of lots of misspells of shop names that I'm supposed to see but I somehow managed to find my way through. Awesome Azu. HEHEHE.

So this was how the official shop opening was like (captions below):

Shop opening! See the AKB48 and SINGAPORE there? XD.

Wasamin, Komorin and Myao! Holding their signature board ^^.

And of course, their signature board is to be placed in the shop! :B.

How the shop looks like. XD. It's sad how small the shop is that it can't even put all AKB members pictures. :( They just put all the pictures of members that are coming for the live the next day. But still good. I get to see Tanamin!

Wasamin, Komorin and Myao in the shop! XD So cute okokok. :x.

Was right at the back of the queue (D:) because KW totally queued up super early and I was super late. Yeah, I was like, queuing only an hour before the handshake event which is at 3PM. Shop opening is at 1PM. I really wanted to shake hands w/ them! x_x. Kw already bought his stuffs when I was queuing. .__. . Anyway, Wei Da called me wearing his STRIKING and EYECATCHING LIME GREEN jacket saying it's ok to cut his queue omfg!! I totally cut his queue. And in less than 30 minutes, Azu was in the shop. HEHEHE.

Bought a charm and pin which is quite useless because it keeps falling off no matter what (;__;) and hung everything on my bag! Queued up to shake hands w/ Wasamin, Komorin and Myao! (Oh shitz, I nearly typed Tanamin instead of Wasamin u.u). Had to sanitize our hands and etc, but I STILL GOT TO SHAKE THEIR HAND WHICH IS AWESOME. HEHEHE. The deal was to spend $15 and above to get to shake hands w/ them, so I did. :x. Did I totally mention that after that when we went down, we saw that the queue to enter the shop was so freaking short that we queued again!? :x. And at that time...! The girls were going home and WE GOT TO HI-5 THEM AGAIN AS THEY WALKED DOWN THE LANE! LIKE YAYNESS HEHEHE. WE TOUCHED THEM TWICE! Hung around awhile, went to starbucks before heading home. Walked past the icing room and saw a bunch of cakes! Remembering that it's my grandmother's birthday, I totally bought a tiny cake for her which cost a bomb ($18.85 IIRC) and brought it home for her. I mean, heck, I thought she'll be the one eating her cake. .__..

Team B charm for team B! :B

Mayuyu pin!

Small cake is small .__.

Look at ahma so excited! :3.

She was majorly happy w/ her cake and then she went on telling me that it's her first time cutting her own cake. Wow, I fail. Because now that I think about it/back, yeah, I usually just buy stuffs/make stuffs for her and never bought a cake. /ever/. .__. Anyway, I'm glad I did even though it's a tad expensive! It makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. Shared the cake with everyone and it's reaaaaaaaally delicious. Worth the price, really.

Cutting cake! :B.

Sunday, 15th May 2011:
Had a test today that I didn't know! x_x but slightly distracted because of AKB live! Totally rushed there and was at the back of the queue. Asked kw to buy light sticks for me because I didn't get any. Got four (two blue two red) for Team A and Team B! Sorry that Team K didn't have any love :x. Anyway, this old hag bitch totally cut my queue at the tearing tickets there!! :@ STUPID BABA. I totally pushed her but she pushed me back. Rude baba. I said RUDE super loudly but she didn't seemed to care. Totally took the center of the stage! Argh. Anyway, broke the light stick and to my awesome (not) horror, the blue light sticks which was inside turned out to be red and green! SO NOT TRUE TO COLOUR. =A=. Waved light sticks for 10 minutes and hand got sooo tired. :x.

Tanamin was so cute there :B. And can I mention that I was totally sharing the same air w/ @kaemq!?!??! HEHEHE. Anyway, awesome live is awesome! They sang a lot of my favourite songs (Esp. Iiwake Maybe and Oogoe Diamond!). I'm still waiting for the day for them to sing Kimi to Niji to Taiyou D:. So happy :3. Still. HEHEHE. The baba who cut my queue was sitting beside me with her hands crossed for the whole damn time. And the two men in front of me. Argh. Anyway HEHEHE. They played a video saying more stuffs about the lives planned! Was sooo excited to see that SDN is coming even though I'm not a huge fan of them. But the date totally :@ed me because it falls on the same day as my cousin's wedding. Like fck it. -_-.

Overall awesome live! We still got to take a group photo w/ them and Hi 5 w/ them! HEHEHE. SO COOL AND AWESOME. I GOT TO TOUCH THEM AGAIN??? LIKE HEHEHE. In total touched AKB three times in two days. Wowowow. Awesome lucky kid.

Monday, 16th May 2011:
Was suffering from heavy AKB withdrawal symptoms that I kept listening to them. x_x. Went to school for my German lessons and then camped at the library to have a meeting w/ A-EOY. Brought my lappy along because I am to camp at the library for five hours.

Msned Jd- and BK because @kaemq have to work (sadface). Talked a lot of stuffs and on the whim decided to name my lappy! Yeah, I admit I was bored and decided to kill time, okay? :x.

Meet Kira! Similar to my lappy, but not really mine. Look at it's glossiness! So pretty. So I named it Kira. Yeah, from "kira-kira/sparkly". (From BK's blog). Not from DN. I took super long because I don't want common names. Picky Azu is picky! And then, I decided to name BK's lappy Aora, taken from "Ao and Ransieru". Ao is blue. He's BK (B stands for Blue) and his lappy is blue. HEHEHE. Awesome name right. And awesome Azu! Had much fun until we both had to go. The time for our meeting.

Anyway, while deciding, we took super long because 1.5 hours was used to fangirl AKB. @_@ Withdrawal symptoms. Argh. I'm still scared to wear contacts though. :(. Oh, and have I ever mentioned that I'm cosplaying from an eroge. @_@. Went to the temple after that for Vesak day. Yeaps, have to pray. And talked to cousin. Will be seeing her soon! :)

That's her I'm doing! So cute right :B.

She's a total gamer, just like me! :3. And she's violent. JUST LIKE ME. LOL :x.

Will buy her socks tomorrow. :B.

Tuesday, 17th May 2011:
Vesak day! Went out early early to meet w/ SBF and walked around bugis to find my socks and shoes, to to avail. Oh, and I TOTALLY MET MICHEAL WHILE WAITING FOR SBF WOOHOO. HE'S LIKE, SOOO HOT IRL!!! AND HE WAS WEARING SPECS??? MEGANE MOE!! I was sooo shocked and sooo stoned that I just stood there staring at him while my mum waved to him. He waved back. WTF???? ARE ALL AMERICANS LIKE THIS SO NICE??? SOMEONE PLEASE BOOK ME AN AIR PLANE TICKET TO AMERICA NY NAO!!!!! ARGH. Are all Americans this good looking omfg!!! I LOVE YOU MICHEAL EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T SEE YOU ON TV ANYMORE. Who care if you're not a celebrity???? You're a celebrity in my eyes ok ok ok!!! ANYWAY I JUST CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW AWESOME THIS EXPERIENCE WAS. 8D.

*Cough*. Back to topic :x. I was looking for thigh high socks and white heels. Couldn't find one to match my visual image and super upset. .__. . Met up w/ Wen Yuan later and walked to FEP to find my stuffs again. Couldn't find again. XD. SBF was slightly pissed because :O I walked like 5 hours trying to find my stuffs, and I didn't even buy a single thing. Go me. :O.

Simple shoes that I'm looking for but apparently hard to find.

Was initially looking for this kind, but today ahma see and say this kind of shoes are super hard to find! :(.

Decided to go for an alternative and find this kind of heels! Pure white should be fun. Oh, and I must say that I'm not cosplaying Yui :x. I'm just looking for them for a wedding that I'm going to attend. Yeah.

Wednesday, 18th May 2011:
Hmmm. Yesterday :O. Pulau Tekong trip! How could I forget that. :P. Met Peck Chuan/Panda etc at 10am to have MAC BREAKFAST. Yay for hotcakes! Felt totally giddy while on the bus because of a lot of stuffs... :x

You guessed it! :O Photo taking tiemz!

I sat beside my awesome panda who slept too because we have motion sickness. Then on the ferry, we're like about to puke already. And thinking about it makes me feel the swaying and etc. @_@. Anyway, it's fun there! Got to experience life of an NS (army) man and I got to use a gun and shoot!

Gun is heavy like hell but the shooting part is darn fun cause of the recoil! HEHEHE. I love recoils! My shoulders are aching now because of that. XD. Tried army food which is delicious! :x I ate pasta. LOL! Again. It's nice. We even tried the face paint thing on Panda. Those edible kind that they use to put on their face for camouflaging. Fun! ^^. had to take the ferry back again which is CRAP. Felt totally dizzy again. And then loong bus ride back to school.

Went to CCA alone and had lots of fun because I haz awesome seniors. ^^. And awesome group mates. I won't care to explain what happened later because it was something terrible.

Thursday, 19th May 2011 (Today):
Was awaken to loud construction noises. :(. Sad. My awesome dream. Oh and guess what my dream was. -_- I was totally dreaming of buying stuffs. Must be because I'm super sore about not getting any stuffs two days ago. Ohh wells. Showed tons of stuffs to grandmother this morning including my dress! ^^.

Talked to everyone today HEHEHE. Oh, and my plan to M.I.A failed. Anyway, BK totally tricked me into logging on to the IRC to play mafia. He totally abused my trust, because before that I asked if it was to play mafia, and he said no. Was forced to play anyway (and I hate being a spoilsport ;__;) so I did anyway. I was persuaded on both sides, yeah.

I felt so mad not because I had to play mafia, but because I was being lied to. Yeah :O I really hate liars ;__;. I totally lashed at Jd- because he was the person right after BK to talk to me. I was that pissed. Anyway, I was only mad for five minutes for god knows why. I usually get pissed off for darn long and I bear grudges. But for some reason I don't care :O.

You better be thanking Jd- now, BK :K. Thought over what Jd- said and since he made sense, you're forgiven, BK! :O. I know that you're totally doing this for me (aka wanting me to feel happy/be happy playing mafia and all) sooo yeah. If you tell me it's not for my sake I'll be angry again. :x. Angry Azu is scary. :P. It's my first mafia game ever and quite fun. I suppose. Only because I got an awesome role.

I got to see many people's faces and all. And Paix was awesome to be w/ :). He totally knew who the B.O was. I knew too. Because I happened to follow the right people :B. (I totally followed you, BK. Until Callid who wasn't level headed changed everything -_-). But yeah. I know how the game works and all, but I still appreciate it being explained to me. :). Still talked to BK and blablablabla. I'm now updating because he did! :B. I've totally forgiven you now, so don't mind. ^^. I'm usually not this awesome :O So be glad! :P. Don't mind yeah. I'm really not mad. In case you are still wondering.

Oh and have I mentioned that my EVERY MOVE YOU MAKE drama is done downloading??? So excited to watch now! And I'm going to buy all my stuffs tmr! Happygirl. ^^. This gotta be the longest post I've ever made in years! :O. And it took me ~1 hr. 30 minutes I guess. To clean everything up.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ BINGO! - AKB48

Chapter: 853

2011-05-11T08:01:00.006+08:00

kimi ni fureru no ga naze ka kowakute

Hi awesome people, I think poly life haz been fun fun fun for awesome Azu!

I think May has been awesomely awesome for me! I haz awesome classmates, awesome @kaemq, awesome DCTP friends and my awesome livejournal/blogger!

Haven't been journaling/blogging since forever, and now that I'm up early, I shall do it. I need to stop being lazy. Will give a proper summary of what's been up... :O!

Sooo. Since 24th April or something (aka a proper entry by Azu) everyday has been lectures and stuffz, and I have lots of tutorial to do which I never did! :O. And apparently those tutorials were like, 20% of everything. Made tons of careless mistakes in my previous quiz which made me super depressed .__.. And then :O When I got my quiz back, I got an A~! :x Only because the teacher marked a question wrong and I didn't had the integrity to say so. Anyway, I properly did my tutorial!! Just that I didn't bring the paper in only.

Also had awesome orientation by my Japanese club which requires us to cosplay using newspaper!! Damn fun cause I get to be a cute girl (aka Alice/Emika). And we won!! Cause our costumes chio and storyboard awesome. HAH. I got to be in the same group with Kristy who is awesome!! :3 So happy LOL. She so nice to me. And I actually got to dance with Allen HARHARHARHAR so lucky. Cause Allen is ikemen. Anyway, our story board is just female killing guys. Yeah :x.

Went to bring my brother back from the army w/ my dad on friday after my awesome awesome blood donation drive thing:

Which I did for three shifts and one CCA point! Yay. And my dad gave a lift to my brother's friend who called me AUNTY when he got in the car. Awesome huh. -_-. He say: I SEE THE HAIR SO... My mum doesn't even have long hair. I had mine let down. My brother said: ME TOO I SEE THE SPECS....... My mum haz red specs. I have black specs. -_-. Felt so tired.

Oh, and I was sick on Sunday! ;__;. Azu came down w/ a fever after a sore throat. I always do when I have a sore throat. So yeah, happy 8th May. I let my mother take care of me on mother's day. Gdi I swore to myself to not let me have sore throat this year or something :(. Show's how much I hate sore throats! It has tons of after effects like phlegm, cough, fever, mucus, and tons of coughing. :x. This better be the last time!!

Moral of the story: Chilli with MacDonalds is never a good combination, ever. I ate Chee Kueh w/ chilli, and then upsize my fillet-o-fish meal for lunch LOL. Only because I wanted to eat the shaker fries. Wth!! Like that I rather not eat shaker fries lor. I rather not have anything if I'm going to have a sore throat :x. *Starts drinking more water now*

So my Sunday was basically spent sleeping and sleeping and gdi and it's so hot ok!! Hi CC, if you're reading this, it actually hit 95F or something. And nowadays the temperature is ~92-93F. And I live without an air con at home. IMAGINE THAT YOU AMERICANS!!!! LIVING AT 40F @:. Been complaining to BK like crazy since that day. Oh, and since Azu is awesomesauce, I actually forced myself to go to school despite being terribly tired and sick because I have to do my science practical (titration) and I can't bear to leave my awesome panda alone!

Went to school early like crazy to find out I haz a maths quiz...?! The hell. Not that I wasn't informed, it's just that I couldn't be bothered. I ended up being quite lazy and just went to classes for the whole day. I felt slightly better and noww! It's Wednesday already! I'm still coughing like a crazy girl but I'm fine I guess.

Meeting Peck Chuan later for Mac Breakfast haha omgggg. Not going to eat Fillet-O-Fish in awhile now, but I needz my pancake. For some reason Mac Breakfasts are always super filling for me!! I can eat the whole meal (pancakes + tea?) and it lasts me till dinner. So excited HEHEHE. Thirty more minutes to leaving house. XD.

Not sure if I should wear shorts today :(. But it's so warm can!! Not sure how's the attire have to be like cause I going Yakult Factory today. @: BK annoying say he went during his elementary school days. .__. . Throat itchy like hell now lol keep cough. And I'm sweating already. Not going to bathe because it's waste water :(. Will bathe when I get home from yakult trip. Which is damn sian again cause tmr have practical and I will be on by seven something. Sian. But luckily tmr all lectures? Or something. Awesomezzz.

I spent like half an hour on the post! :O. Gotta prepare soon and get out of my house at 9:15 or something because I hate being late. Going to be there half an hour early :3. So happy early morning text @kaemq. HAHA.

Oh, and how come GC's Hana wa Saite tada Yurete single is so good??? And long post is long. Yay!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 愛に似てるて - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 852

2011-04-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

another neutral icon

Exactly a week since my last update, wow. And I promised pictures?! I didn't even remember... D: But since I promised, I will try to atleast upload one!

Yeah, saw this first so happy alr.!!!

HEHE FULL VIEW. But I know all of yu want a closer look right!!

Haha! Close up!

My melody earphones tgt w/ my Korilakkuma! :3 Awesomeness. And RAINBOW MENTOS that my lovely wife got for me in M'sia! Awesomesauce because Singapore doesn't have em'!

Yeaps, those are the stuffs that my lovely @kaemq got for me while in M'sia! Yaaay laabz you.

Anyway, this week practically zoomed by, club crawl immensely fun and I hope to have tons of fun stuffs coming up for me! :). My classmates are immensely fun and I can see ourselves going through everything for three years and being supaaa close. Hopefully. I hope this posts satisfies you guys!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 花は咲いてただ揺れて - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 851

2011-04-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

neutral

Pretty neutral icon for now because I'm just copying and pasting from whatever I have said in my LJ and I'm not listening to any song now. And I'm supposed to be asleep. .__. Sit tight! It's a backlog of the last three days so expect a reaaal long update.

Yeah, cause I was this lazy... I now have so much to update. Doing it now, so sit tight!

Thursday, 14th April 2011:
Second day of orientation! Had to wake up super early because the reporting time was 8:30am. Met up with Ying Bin and Hui Min at 8:15am so that we could be there on time. They were on time!

This day zoomed by pretty fast but crappy for me. Everything was like, woah. We had to practice the dances etc, with my terrible runny nose. Argh. It was the worst day by far. I don't know what the hell happened but -_- everyone honestly thought I was sick but I'm still happy for their concerns.

Anyway, we were the last to go to the hall and we barely sat when they called us on stage! I couldn't dance properly because my nose kept leaking but everything pretty much zoomed by; dancing the Wonder girl's nobody, Sorry sorry and the guy's Abracadabra! Freaking hilarious but... It's a good memory.

Went home with Krystal and my nose stopped leaking. What a bitch. Stopped right after I left school? That's... evil. I hate borrowing tissues from other people too!

Reached home and complained to Keichan (hopelessidiot) and I'm soo glad she could understand my pain! It's like, good that someone understands everything I'm going through right now. She's really the community older sister. Love her!

Friday, 15th April 2011:
Was soooo rushed! I woke up pretty early, around 9AM or something and went to eat mac breakfast with ahma! :3 But stomach ache like shit dk what happen and must rush home. I sit there not even 10 minutes cause I rush eat! GDI. Talked to Parkur with him being excited cause he'll be online for at least four hours. Then I realised I would be leaving the house in one hour. -_- That's... stupid. I hate it. Why do I always have to leave when we're talking about awesome stuffs?!

I left extra early to be with Audia :3. I feel so paiseh make her wait for one hour for me just because bus 13 never come! Wait for like freaking 20 minutes can. That's... insane. Went and get our student cards which is... so cool. :3. Then met Zhao Xuan at YCK MRT station! Omg, I miss those two! I'm happy cause I still get to see Audia around school though not often! And of course ZX Cause I think the next time I'm meeting her is June. Hopefully will be able to take more photos then :'D. Since she's at Woodlands now, and I'm at Yishun... Imo it's pretty near.

Went to school and met other 4E2's aka the people there. Oh right, and while walking to BHSS with ZX from Novena MRT, we met Joey! Omg. Like coincidental can? She's with Tam then we're like :3. Was sweating like mad under the warm warm sun and I was wearing black! Honestly the worst. Sweating like mad, talked to Kim Eng etc, waited for time to pass and everyone to collect their prizes before we left.

Sadly not everyone *cough ZX YK cough* went for the dinner :O. I was with Catherine throughout and she's still so much fun as ever. Took lots of pictures with her because I just... feel that I need to. I always seem to take pictures with her and I don't know why! I think we need to go out soon. ^^. Had lots of fun, and took a group picture at the end. ^^.

Tarol and Marx came to meet us too! So we took a pretty "complete" class photo. Went home with Catherine, Joey and Syafiqah while the others stayed around a little longer. :) Talked a lot to Syafiqah cause she's alighting at Sembawang which is freaking far. She's awesome. We'll all work hard. :).

Went home, exhausted. I really wanted to sleep early butttttt. I ended up talking to my friend until 3AM. It's a lot of fun talking to him, I wish I knew him earlier. Lol. Because our timezones no longer match. Yeah, screw everything. I don't think I will get to talk to Keichan either. :/.

Saturday, 16th April 2011:
Finally Saturday liao! LOL. I just wasted my whole day today just... stalking fb and talking to @kaemq. Then lover (aka sbf) talked to me later... But not much topics to talk about la so abit boring but it's still nice to see her and talk to her again. I haz awesome friends! :). I heard about the new FNN rules from her, and that sounds crappy! D:. Oh yeah, and I learnt something new today! I learnt the faces name. Like Mr. Okay Guy, Rage Guy etc. Awesome.

I also managed to spam Parkur today and talk to him abit. I swear I have this wierd fetish thing for shoutbox/commentboxes! I always want to... dominate those. And I get so pissed off when other's comment before I do. And act close with my friends. LOL. I sound posessive. Oh, and I managed to fix up all my iTunes stuff, and added songs in! I can't believe I have so many GARNET CROW songs! Added a bunch of AKB songs too inside my iPod. And I totally did this so I can use my iPod WITH MY AWESOME MELODY EARPHONES FROM @KAEMQ. Mwahaha.

That was the reason why I was late in replying my text's. Sorry @kaemq. :S. I hope you're feeling better. And I hope you feel awesome now. If you have a headache, I hope you didn't read until here. :/. I'm so bored and tired now, but one of my neofriends just MSNed me. Ohhwells. Guess I will stay up a ltitle longer and sleep at 1AM.

*Leaves cookies for anyone who gets here*

I promise to bring pictures in my next update!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ -

Chapter: 850

2011-04-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

yoake ni aoi honoo

Picked this icon because I'm like, slightly heaving a sigh of relief and such. Really tiring day and so, so yeah! And that's becaaaaaaausee.

Orientation today!

Met up with Hui Min, Joan and Ying Bin today and we're late (as usual). Anyway, reached there and we had tons of performances lined up for us.

After all the singing/talks by students etc., we had ice breaker games (as usual) and we were like, forced to remember each other's name. I surprisingly could remember everyone's name. .__. Sorta fun, and met a girl named Krystal. Lol what's interesting was that: I was thinking: This girl very familiar.... Looks like someone from my primary school. LOL Then I ask her then I'm right. faaaaint. So coincidental? Lol.

Ate their buffet lunch which is so lol, went back to class to meet my mentor. She looks like someone nice but lol, she was extremely pleased that we have boys in our class -- ntm, four boys! :'D. She so happy and grateful LOL. Cause they're like "rare" species in this course :P. Yeah, we only have like, four boys out of 23 people. :'D.

I told them that my preferred name is sandii, so from now on they will call me that :'D. So pleased. Was struggling between Azu or sandii, but I guess I will go w/ sandii since... I've been using it for like five-six years. Looong! But still happy that I will finally be called sandii. No, really. I am :'D.

We later then had an amazing race which is tiring like mad, I swear what I ran today just now was even more than what I ran for PE in my whole sec 4. Ridiculous. So hot after that! And imagine 25 people squeezing in a small lift all sweaty like hell. Ew.

Got back to the sports hall, and yay dismissed aft. we got our freshmen shirt (H). It's like cool ok! I think I will keep wearing it cause it's so awesome. Because it's black. I have no idea why my arm muscles are hurting like crap now. Argh. I did nothing strenuous of the sort! I mean, it started hurting when I woke up already. Lolwhut.

Looking forward to tomorrow's orientation, hope it's gna be fun like today. :'D. Legs are exhausted and sore though. Tired and hungry (ate like a lot during dinner and hello panda aft. that) but... I'm still looking forward. :)

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 乱舞のメロディ - シド

Chapter: 849

2011-04-05T16:48:00.003+08:00

omoitai na

Awesome day today! :O. Like, hey, it's my grandmother's bitrhday and Airi's birthday. Airi! One of my /most/ favourite girl from H! P. And god she's just same age as me! D:. I don't know how to say how awesome she is, because she simply is just awesome.

I picked this photo out of like, so many only because I think this is one of the nicest and pretty much fitting for today's post! Picked my icon because chocolate is awesome. And also fitting. :P Everything is fitting!

Happy birthday Airi! :'D We're of the same age now! Oh, and I MUST mention that it's because I've always posted pictures of her on my blog that it's especially hard to find another one that I haven't posted before! I mean, I know that they're all awesome but :V.

Anyway, my plan to bring my ahma out obv failed but no one asked me :'(. Sadly. Of course. And I think no one realised. (laughs). Basically wanted to bring her out but... She asked her friend to come over then end up -_- nvr go out la. So stupid. And retarded. I plan so f much somemore. Yes, I totally did.

And I'm still mad. Everything's still not fine. I'm still so argh. But nevermind, it's her birthday today. :S. Guess I will go back to lurking and stalking. School's starting soon, and orientation tomorrow. Can't believed I haven't really blogged in April. Must've been such a boring month. I wonder if I will tomorrow (bitter laugh).

I'm reaaally addicted to this song. I can't believe I always seem to love B-sides so much! I guess GARNET CROW is this awesome. I think I just fell in love with the whole single! I need to listen to more b-sides now. XD

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 彼方まで光を - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 848

2011-03-27T01:26:00.005+08:00

aozora

Yeah, I was supposed to pick a fairytail icon. Failed so hard. Was scrolling to and fro, and picked this on a whim. Cause totally fits the lyrics. Yeah, bad.

Anyway, for once and for once, I didn't update my LJ first before coming here. Wow. Imagine that. Actually, I wonder if I treat my LJ as a ranting ground (bitter laugh). Simply because LJ has the lock function, I feel that I'm abusing it waaay too much.

I kind of like this icon. I love icons with lots of negative space. I don't know, it gives me a real calm feeling and... solitude. It's wierd, I never really liked being solitude. Or what. I guess things really do change when you grow up.

I think this month is pretty boring cause it's all long and ranty, I guess I will post some pictures just to brighten this dull blog. I had an aim for posting here at first, but a trip to the toilet and I forgot; totally felt like I flushed my brain tgt down the bowl. -_-.

Nonchan. She's so cute! And doesn't this pose make her even cuter?! Heck, I totally wish I could make this kind of pose and not fail. Cute + pose = Super cute. No, rly. :3. When I reread, totally need to keep a look out for her more now. Liked her from the start, but I guess I only started expressing my love now. I totally have a thing for side characters, really! Except Sayaka, I guess.

This girl doesn't even appear much ;__; cause the main is not her. She should totally be the main of some other manga! She's a good chara. I love charas like her. So pure, innocent looking. Oh right, and I love Emika, and she's a side character. Ahh. Emika is such a cute name.

Go me for saying I'll post pictures. Total fail because I can't find much pictures, cause I don't do cropping much. Until I have a new ehdd and when I clear things up. Yeah, messy person I am.

Yeah... I need to talk, to kae.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Blue Bird - コブクロ

Chapter: 847

2011-03-21T02:22:00.002+08:00

koi wo shiteru

Recently I feel that it's so hard to find an icon just to match whatever I want to say. Oh yeah, I finally broke the anime-stock-anime-stock thing! :3

I wonder if it's because I no longer have a theme for whatever I want to blog that's why I'm having such difficulty? I come whenever I feel like blogging, and then I express my feelings through my icons and what I want to say. But things are just different now.

I blog just to blog, just to kill time and to fill up this empty blog. I no longer have a theme, which probably explains why I take so long to find an icon for each post. I don't choose and randomly smack an icon down, okay.

I no longer blog about my life because it's not interesting at all. I no longer have fun things to blog, and I totally lost what it is important to blog. Everyday happenings? None at all, in fact, they are so boring that they aren't even worth penning (or typing) it down at all. Simple. Why am I blogging then?

I know answers to questions I ask to myself, I just want people to answer them. Why am I blogging here, and then journaling a different thing right at LJ? Do I have that many things to say? I don't. What I am saying now is just to take up space so I can call it a proper post.

Really (bitter laugh). This is so pitiful. Is this self satisfaction? Ever since I watched Pandora Hearts (Some two years ago or maybe last year, I can't exactly remember) when Elliot just went right out and told Oz about his self satisfaction. Yeah, now I can't stop thinking about it. Pandora Hearts has simply brought so much thinking into my life. In fact, "Pandora Hearts" itself is such a mystery. Open it and misfortune will come out.

Interesting. Been reading manga like Seiyuu ka-! Not that interesting, only Mizuki is so ikemen cause I'm the megane moe type (laughs). But it's not that interesting. What is interesting then if manga isn't interesting to me anymore? I no longer know now. I sometimes feel I just want to sleep my life away. I need something to perk my interest again. Something, or someone, please save me.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ If - フレンチ・キス

Chapter: 846

2011-03-19T14:10:00.003+08:00

happuningu

I spent ten minutes looking for an icon for today's post. Wow. I picked Lucy anyway.

I was looking through my previous posts, and I saw one post that should be chapter 760 and I put 780 instead. Wow. Time skip? XD. Changed it anyway. It was the post on 27th Sept. '09. Two years ago and I only noticed now?! Wow.

I remember every year I would ask myself: Would I reach 1k posts this year? XD Sure will, if I blog religiously every single day. I would have to do 154 more posts to reach my 1kth post, and there are currently 211 days of the years left. Excluding today I guess. More than enough time for me to reach my aim, and I can go like 57 days without blogging and still reach my goal by this year.

Wow.

I can't believe I need a new ehdd. I definitely need to stop getting more and more ehdds! :( I feel so bad for my dad. Anyway, April is coming soon. I took the liberty to stamp Saturday's one yesterday even though today wasn't even here. Lol. Kiasu.
10 more days to April excluding today!

I wonder if I will be okay. Since Lee-san coming back, there will be so many people there! :3 But I hope it really means more breaks. There were so many people here that it's scary yesterday. Okay, I need to shake off this talk.

I'm rereading The Midnight Club again by Christopher Pike. Wow. How long has it been since I last read a book of his? And since when was The Midnight Club this interesting?! I remember it being a pretty awesome book, but for it to be this awesome?! No way.

It's so good. Really. I love stories in stories. It's really good. Can't wait to read it, although I only have 1.5 hours left at home?!

Oh dear.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Taste of Paradise - 喜多村英梨

Chapter: 845

2011-03-18T00:29:00.004+08:00

mirai

Ahh, I wonder why I picked this icon. And it's scary how I'm really following the anime-stock icon pattern! :s

I actually do know, though. Everywhere is all dark, pitch black, except for one part that is shining (aka kagayaiteru). I don't know why I feel this way or why I picked this suddenly because I'm suddenly feeling it, but maybe it's fate. Yeah, affinity. Picked us.

I'm really lovin' ClariS. I can't believe how that they are still in junior high!

I'm currently staring at this blank space, thinking of how to blog, what should I blog etc. I is so confused.

I wonder why I am always updating two diaries at once. It feels so wierd (laughs).

I've already said whatever I wanted at my journal because it's so personal and only @kaemq reads it. Better than zero anyway. Is my life so sad?

Sometimes, I have wierd thoughts that I myself don't even understand. What do I want, and is @kaemq right? I'm always so scared to make "that" conversation w/ her even though it's inevitable. I try my best, but I fail.

I need to stop this.

I want to do stuffs that keep me happy!

Can't wait for lappy. It's gna stick with me for like forever.

I"m so used to writing with with w/ that I can't stop. Argh. I have so many things I want to say, but I guess they spoil my mood.

I probably need to post longer posts next time.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ コネクト - ClariS

Chapter: 844

2011-03-17T14:22:00.003+08:00

kagayaku

Konakona icon! :3 For some reason, I have a wierd pattern.

I'm like, blogging every two days, and it switches between a stock and anime icon. :3. I'm no longer that scared right now because one day passes means one day closer. Yeaps.

I had a wierd dream today, cause I dreamt that I buy lots of Shinchan manga. :P.

I need and want a new ehdd because I simply do not have the time to clear my stuffs. :(. I'm kind of excited to get a new lappy, and I want one that has high ram and high speed (lolol). Everyone go IT fair buy, but I nvr.

Anyway, even though IT fair stuffs cheap, I scared spoil easily lor. I mean, buy liao spoil, heart sure pain. Rather buy one expensive but can last like forever right? I had a bad enough experience with EHDD's liao :/. *Kicks seagate*

Well, sea gate was supposed to be good.

I can't wait for April to come, and honestly first time in my life. Oh, and first time in my life I realised that I can't lie. I'm really so bad a lying. I mean, I rarely tell lies, so I can't really lie well. I think the word "lies" are so ugly too. Lol.

I don't know what I am thinking now.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ the WORLD - ナイトメア

Chapter: 843

2011-03-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

kimi to deai

This is officially one of my most favourite kitty!icon in like forever. No, rly.

For some wierd heck reason, I have been feeling depressed all day long and I really *points to previous post*

And with one simple caption, it just made me laugh so hard. I feel like a total pervert because my mind is totally in the gutter (for most of the time) .__. But it sort of makes me happy; it's because that my mind is in the gutter thats why I get most jokes and laugh. Even in the wrong way.

Two days since I last blogged. :3 wierd feeling, but have been reading manga (aka d.gray-man and death note which I started today) so I guess it's fine.

This icon is the one that made my very day felt so much better; the one icon that I had so much fun with @kaemq. Different themes are fun, because i love icons. I can't wait to clean up my ehdd.

I love having icons to share and have fun, because I know not many people I know love icons! I just love those, and @kaemq too. Yappari, it's just fun when you have someone who shares the same interest or likes the same things as you do!

It's different. :').

Ahh, my posts are getting shorter and shorter. This is wierd. I must be running out of things to blog. Life ain't boring, and that's what I learnt. I learnt to do stuffs and enjoy life. Yeaps. I've learnt.

Anyway, death note is much fun, halfway through, Near is so cute! But it's so dark, I rather Bakuman. Because Azuki is cute. Oh, but misamisa is cute too!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 恋する事しか出来ないみたいに~恋の蕾 ver.~ - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 842

2011-03-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

sunao ni narou

Ahh.

It's half an hour to a new day and I'm blogging already...!

Short post is going to be short, I wonder why I am updating (bitter laugh) because I'm going to do so maybe later again!

Wierd is wierd.

I need to stop.

Wierd stuffs.

Mwahaha.

I just want to do stuffs I've never really done before!

I'm smiling. CP is right again; A smile is just a simple reflex.

Why haven't I noticed that before? A smile isn't really supposed to be a smile, but something to be plastered on your face.

Okashii.

Hontou. :3

ココロのそこから　わらえない
なんでだろう

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 大声ダイヤモンド - AKB48

Chapter: 841

2011-03-12T16:19:00.002+08:00

zutto konomama

I feel so depressed today for various reasons, and I wonder if Japan's quake thing have a part to play in this?

I know what's the cause of this, and it's not mood swings, but I can't freaking help it. There is nothing I can do about this until 1st April. What am I doing? What the heck am I thinking?

Nevermind, I should leave those to LJ. I love my LJ! :').

I've been reading D.Gray-man, and I hope it's just me but the edo arc is really draggy! -_- I just hope it would end already (although it has already ended; I started reading it since yesterday or the day before, at chapter 136 now!) D.Gray-man is fun, but I feel wierd reading a shounen battle manga from a female mangaka.

No, I'm not saying female mangakas are bad, but it feels wierd, but at least it's awesome. It shows that females have the potential too!

Ahh. I'm looking forward to the two weeks to myself. It's going to be awesome. No one's going to miss me either. :'). Self encouragement. I'm going to do it.

I'm going to make it.

Yeah, I'm going to be awesome.

Will someone listen to me talk w/o getting irritated? (bitterlaugh)

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 言い訳Maybe - AKB48

Chapter: 840

2011-03-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

afureta namida

I love kitties!

Feeling pretty neutral if you know me, based on my icon. I have no idea what kind of icon I should use, therefore a kitty one! I love kitty icons, they're so pretty and spiffy. I'm so addicted to blogging.

I remember the times when it was so cool to have lots of tags, lol. Lots of links, and probably a huge list of Archives. Trying hard for every damn day to past so that I new month will come, and another + to the archives. Looks cool. I do that pretty effortlessly now though.

I have no idea what I should say (bitter laugh).

I'm getting a Fujitsu lappy! I love Fujitsu. Maybe cause I'm biased, but it's the only lappy in like forever that hasn't broken down on me. And it's awesome. I'm a satisfied user! Plus it's made in Japan. :P.

Random post is random, because I want to blog but I just simply have no theme on what I should say.

Argh.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ チャンスの順番 - AKB48

Chapter: 839

2011-03-10T00:27:00.006+08:00

mayowanai de

I picked this on random, just because I'm so bored and I just happen to chance upon her. Pretty girl! But it basically explains me. Right now. For some reason. I know, she doesn't look bored, but well, yeah.

This is freaky. I was looking through my posts, and my last three (or four) posts has K-ON characters in it! January has Ritsu, February has (Tsu)Mugi and Mio for March! I swear it's a coincidence, and I wasn't planning anything XD. But since I realised it... April will be Yui, and May will be Azusa. I will most probably forget, but I will see how it goes, and see if they really have fate. After all, I hate Nagisa for March before Mio!

I was reading Jan 26th's post, and I was listening to French Kiss's If. And I decided to listen to it. :O. I need to stop listening to AKB. Mwahaha. French Kiss has gone up so high, and so has SKE, because of gomen ne, summer! So addicted to it. Why.

Anyway, I "got" my calendar! I started doing my countdown etc, because I simply can't wait for school to reopen! I'm still a pichipichi seventeen year old! I NEED TO ENJOY MY SEISHUN BECAUSE IT GOES AWAY. Which goes real fast. Hah.

Kind of loving it, but March has to go. And April has to come, simply because I want it. Why am I not an Espa?

Melody-stamped!

Yeaps yeaps, I melody stamped the days gone by with Melody! I can't bear to do it on my melody calendar, so yeah. :3. It's actually the tenth today, (1am), but I will stamp everyday after work. I'd love to see another week go by.

I wonder if time would fly for me?

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ If - French Kiss

Chapter: 838

2011-03-09T01:22:00.004+08:00

haru no soyokaze

Wowow, a clannd icon even though I don't really like Clannad! Too drama for me, yeah. Anyway, it has really been awhile since I last blogged... and I realised something. I only love/willing to blog ONLY when I get new icons. As such, my icons folder is so messy now. Really need to clear it up or something! Argh. I probably don't need that much icons. :p.

I need to stop getting distracted and continue blogging. Haha. I took 3 hours to journal like, 2 short paragraphs (maybe around 10 lines) lol! .

Yeah, Clannad icon because I'm so addicted to Sakura no Shiori now! I've been listening to AKB more and more, and they're at their 2kth play now. Disappointed because I wanted to see myself listening to dead stock more. But apparently, the only song I will really love is Ranbu no Melody because the album mix is just this awesome! I was hoping to find another song like Drama... I loved drama at the first/second listen. That's why it managed to hit like, 2k plays .__.

I guess time flies? Or not really. Because I can't seem to think that the day I made my previous post (aka first feb iirc) as yesterday! Time has been passing like shit for me these days, and I realised I've also become more vulgar. Wow. How did this happen. I try not to be, but once I start, I get hooked.

Shit does happen, I see. I spent this day well. I'm hoping more of "this" day again! It's the only day I've done things I wanted, spent the day how I wanted to be and did probably almost everything I wanted. I have tons of other stuffs I want to do, but I think I will save that for another day. I'm suddenly in love with journaling and blogging again! Hopefully this won't be like the last post in the month like in February. Was suffering like shit, but hopefully March will get slightly better. And obviously for the best in April. School reopens then, and I can't wait for that. No, seriously, that's really me saying that!

I thought time flies, but time only flies when you do stuffs you like, and at snails pace when you hate it like shit. What the heck, really. Why did "today" come so quickly?

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 桜の栞 - AKB48

Chapter: 837

2011-02-01T13:10:00.002+08:00

aoi honoo

I think this is the most appropriate icon I have right now pertaining to what I do! . Hmm. Haha. I think I use Hmmm waaaay too much these days. I hope I can do it like Tsumugi(?)chan! /headdesk I can't even remember her name. But yeah, that's basically what I do!

hmm. I was staring at my (fabulous)hair last night again (roflmao), and realised that it actually resembled abit like Ninako's hairstyle that I said I wanted to cut before! Just that slightly longer la. Haha. But honestly is damn similar that it's scary.

Hmm. I couldn't get to sleep last night -.- end up slept at around 5am wth. Managersan called me at 11 to talk to me about my shift and etc, yasashii ;A;. Going to work later today. Doki doki. Ganbarimasu! I couldn't sleep after that, though.

I really want to go to my ahma house tmr :( but I want to get back to primary school tomorrow too. Can't decide. Argh. Nevermind, I'll decide by then. Haha! It's a boring day today again. Maybe I'll post again later in the day. :3;.

It's hitting 3pm soon. Imma have my dinner.

Hope my coworkers are fun people!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 乱舞のメロディ - シド

Chapter: 836

2011-01-31T13:19:00.003+08:00

konjou ga naku temo

Today is so freaking cold!
Finally I get a chance to use this icon; and I think is freaking rare! Singapore rarely have such a cold weather that it's freaking awesome and also freaking awesome to sleep in. Feels really like in air con room which is a real treat for me because I don't have air con! :D Moreover, this is not even "artificial" air, but natural air!

Haha okay, I sound like I am advertising for some random stuffs. Anyway, was supposed to meet wenyuan cause I wanted to buy shoes, and when ahma woke me up in the morning, I thought that I should stop wasting money so I decided to start wearing that pair of shoes that I damn bu she de chuan :(. Went to go cut hair instead, and got one dog at the void deck damn cute!! He can do gongxi gongxi :3.

I'm so freak pleased with my hair man. It's what I've wanted my whole life (LOL srsly) ;A;. So pleased that I finally got it ;A;. My ahma also got haircut. Haha both of us tgt only $10. :x. She cut about 5 inches of my hair D:. But when I got home no one noticed it :3;. And my dad :@ Keep say NO IS NOT OTHER PPL CUT NOT NICE IS SHE NVR SAY PROPERLY. Eh i say the same thing ok. I swear. I tell the aunty: wo yao jian bao and wo hai yao na ge V shape. I just tell her that then she just cut for me lor. -.-.

I also tell others the same thing but they stil cut like crap. And blame me. Argh. The length is like Acchan's length now. Haha. I feel so light now. I wanted to keep my ahir until like Mayuyu length and keep it that way, but obviously my hair-keeping skills not good so I guess I will always cut short. I like my fringe also. Hehehe. Anyway, I love my hair now overall LOL. Love it. omg. Haha. First time I cut until so happy. LOL. And the aunty still style/set my ahma's hair! LOL. :3. Ahma also happy.

Painted my nails and watch Guo ji jiao yi suo. LOVE IT AS USUAL IT'S SO F AWESOMEEEE. Mwahaha. Micheal / Ahbee / Ahtak / Wasabi / Xiaoanan are there! LOL wtf I can remember their names. And there Singaporeans. Damn. The malay and Indian Chinese is damn good! Even better than some of us Singaporeans lor. Really. D: . The Thai guy also back. XD. The China girl is so disgusting though. Haha. Don't like her.

Going work for the first time tomorrow.

Hope all goes well.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ ドラマ - シド

Chapter: 835

2011-01-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

fooooood

Appropriate icon is appropriate; ahma made pineapple tarts today! :).

I went to my ahma house today to help her do her stuffs haha.
I end up go there cut my hair; actually, cut off my white hair -_-.
And my fringe. I cut too much liao haha now look so wierd. :x.
Oh, and a part of my hair feels so light now. Haha. I was too lazy to pick strand by strand so I did it chunk by chunk. So I wouldn't miss the white hair. Haha. My ahma say I crazy!

Ate lots of pineapple tarts! And ahma say lucky you come, otherwise I bored to death XD. I actually wasn't sure whether to go or not, cause raining (lol) but yeah, I went anyway and took me an hour. I went at 2 and reached at 3. Stupid rain D:. And yeah, talk talk talk.

Speaking of which, the family I met on the way is damn f up. -.-. It's a 3 people family, normal size mum skinny size father and 3 yr old child. wtf and they take two lifts up separately lor. Machiam see me come then purposely take diff lift even though can squeeze one so I have to wait. Then when I reach there all the lift at fifth floor and take like billion years to come down cause it's so freaking old. Took about 3 mins? I swear. And the lift only responds to the own side button. I bu ke neng press two buttons right (since there's two lifts). So I press one and just wait for that one......... and I keep hear this beep sound. ???

Door opened and the old ah pek there inside smoking wtf. So I went in and had to breathe in all the f smoke. Wtf ah pek, please don't smoke inside! Another +1 to why I shouldn't have taken the lift/waited for the next one! Didn't know it's gna be this smokey. Damnnit. Hahaha mama was so happy to see me :3 but the first thing she said was AIYA NVR CALL ME then I ask you bring my stuffs come. :3. Stayed until 7+ cause ahma took so long! And my brother complain call me YOU BETTER WATCH OUT IF YOU WEAR MY SLIPPER ONE MORE TIME ;A;. Who ask his slipper is rubber, so good against rainy days!

On the way back was so painful. Met a stupid driver who made a sudden jerk when I was alighting, then I scrapped one part of my elbow, and my second-layer-skin can be seen. Lol pain like what but I guess it's still ok. But big. Haha! And I broke my nail later. F pain and got blood. :(.

Gna watch fairytail/talk with my kaechan!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ 乱舞のメロディ - シド

Chapter: 834

2011-01-26T16:39:00.002+08:00

obieru mono

Appropriate icon! Happy and Natsu together. And I'm happy naoz I guess! I wanted to check for the COP for 2011 on the course I got in, but as usual, NYP is slow :3. SP/NP fast like crazy. Haha! Anyway, I was rolling about on my bed refusing to get up because I'm too scared to look at my phone for the results. Argh. I then proceeded to have two separate dreams about me jumping about YAYing cause I got into the course I wanted. -_-. I had this wierd premonition that it's gna be baaaaaaaaaad. Anyway, I had enough of rolling around and decided to gather some courage up to look at my phone.

Bah, looked through my friend's ones first. All get into JC! Good good :). Then braced myself somehow for the MOE's one. Yay! Although the course code is abit wierd. Hah. C69. -_-. Thank god I didn't go to YJ, though! I don't wanna do PE again! Argh. Then again, I put YJ as last choice so.. haha. Poly still need do la, but one year only :p. Awesome. Slept extremely late last night so I wouldn't wake up early to my results! It came at 6:30 am. haha hayai. :3.

Listening to French Kiss's If now. I think I like French Kiss as a sub unit! I really like Yukirin and Mocchi. I like Akicha too, but her voice just doesn't click with me. Arrr. But yeah, I like them! :3. Ahma brought meat balls (lolol saying that sounds so wrong) to celebrate. She said congratulations to me in English! omfg! :3 awesome. I can't unsee meat balls anymore because of damnyouautocorrect! but yeah, awesome. I'm free. I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO NOW! :D.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ If - French Kiss

Chapter: 833

2011-01-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

1,2,3 hop step jump!

Lalala.

Went to a talk about dentures/faketeeths/teeths today with my grandma.

Old people are soooo kiasu!
The person announce only can redeem stuff, all chiong liao.
-_- the show's not even started yet!
The lady was like .__. there's enough for everyone!
But still all chiong.
And it's not really that of a "limited" space as stated on the papers, scare me! Keep call/email to reserve two seats cause I thought it's gna be so f popular until no space -_-.

My ahma also! :s keep say other people redeem, I also must redeem! Later long queue.
Hello, if everyone thinks like you (and obviously every other person does -_-), there isn't gna be any queue later.
Like when I work in the bookshop that time, people always think that morning nobody, then end up morning has the most people come, then by the time it was afternoon, nobody liao -_-. Like retarded! :s.
So sleepy that I almost fell asleep, cause so boring and not my topic :p.

Redeem lots of stuffs then went home. :o.
Met this bizzare aunty.
She was standing right in the middle of the auto door don't let it close -.- mo ming qi miao.
Then there was this bus of our number leaving it's slot before calling us to enter, she keep scold the bus driver until the bus driver -_- say is not him is the bus beside him that is gna let us board. Lol.
He just changing parking lots nia. So kan chiong, that aunty!

Then when board the bus, she put her stuffs on the chair (and is not those heavy kind, only small plastic bags) and don't let people sit! -_-. there was this old aunty who wanted to sit, then she point to the seat beside me. Cause I always sit at the end-middle there, then the poor aunty must walk! :(. She's like -.- crazy don't let people sit. Then she still keep laugh at the aunty who have to walk! So idiot. No wonder her son(?) is like got some problem... maybe some disorder ba, cannot talk/walk properly one. Must be karma. Wierdo woman.

And and, I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DON'T QUEUE FOR THE BUS! At interchange, people just stand OUT of the queue to wait for the bus. It is okay if the bus come liao and you don't want to walk into the bars there to queue, but the thing is the bus haven't even come out! They just all LAZY and crowd there. F-ing hate this type of people. Argh. I also hate it when people put their stuffs on seats beside them and don't let people sit!

I keep stare at that young lady in front of me cause she did just that. idgaf if you are carrying big/bulky/heavy stuffs but if you put your stuffs on a seat, you're depriving someone of a seat! just put it in front of you la wth. What's with people these days?!

-

Going on a *holiday* trip again :x.

Hopefully with kaechan this time! Gna kick my lappy if it's w/o kaechan.

Happy to leave my house, because it gives me an excuse to NOT clean my room :x. Still got my desk uncleaned and multiple shelves and etc. Sigh, I guess it's not something that can be done in a day or what.

I need to srsly isolate myself so I can get most of my cleaning done!

lj doesn't seem to connect to my last.fm anymore! Few days le. :s.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Mr. Holiday - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 832

2011-01-21T17:22:00.001+08:00

itsuka sora wo

Two days ago I went out with Si ying, and it was fun all the way!

Met her at the bus stop, and we decided to bus to bugis. Well, not we. Me. :x.

When we actually reached, I was like NO WE'RE NOT (LOL) and Si ying was like (...) okay.
So we continue on our bus trip until we could no longer see Bugis and Si ying was like :o we're no longer in bugis! ALIGHT! And I'm still, NO! :x. Anyway, we rode all the way to China town there and almost reaching Bukit Merah. LOL. Alighted at Outram park and trained there anyway -_-. Si ying was like: See! Told ya' to train already. :x. I'm really terrible at roads.

Walked around for a few times and Si ying like finally la got her jacket!? She's pleased with it, so am I :). I later asked her to watch movie with me la, and she say okay, together with her maple friend. -_-. But nevermind, cause she's the least busiest friend I have! Was slightly irritated at the end because of various stuffs, but ya. Pushed my meeting with Amanda (Rabbit) and Cheryl (Beaver) so I could watch with her and her friend, but her friend suddenly say cannot make it -_-.

One day ago (lol), I met with my dearest Rabbit and Beaver!:). They were like, my super best friends in primary school because we were in the same Chinese class together and we always sat together! xD. They hated Chinese so much so I always helped them, and in return I get to copy their maths and science homework. :p. Amanda is Rabbit Ng (with obvious reasons why Ng) because her teeth is slightly bucked, and she's so slim! :x and fair. Cheryl is Beaver Kam (again with obvious reasons why Kam) cause she can swim so freaking well! But she's in Volleyball nao.

Spent one week like, organizing this meet and we couldn't decide where to go. So we didn't go anywhere. Just meet up to eat dinner then go home. Kind of boring, but at least I get to meet them! So happy :3 even though it's just a short while. It's just because we weren't decisive enough. I just want a place to sit down and talk to them! But they're all busy people and going to JC... Amanda's going to Anglo-Chinese (lol her L1R5 10 omg) and Cheryl's going to Nanyang. Make me feel slightly zi bei because most of my friends are going JC! (Heck, actually, almost all except one -_-).

We were talking about her some of our ex primary school friends ignore us when we met them irl and like try to be friendly, and just saying that, we met another primary school friend! She ignored us and we didn't had the guts to like :x say hi :p. Arr. But then again, looking at Amanda/Cheryl/Siying, I feel happy that at least this few primary school friends of mine are not ignoring me/pretend that I don't exist! Thank god. Bu then again, our schedules are gna get busier and busier... I don't even know when the next meet up will be. Sigh. Being friends are tough. Especially when they don't use the internet at all! (...)

Went out with Wen Yuan today. Found the place that I'm going tomorrow (gasp! Tomorrow I'm going out again x_x) and went to visit Ms Ng. So happy she's at home! Cause it's a surprise visit kind of thing:x. Nice to see her still doing well, and gave her pineapple tarts that my ahma made!:). Talked for damn damn damn long and luckily Wen Yuan didn't mind. :). She's really nice and I plan to visit her again:). Maybe during CNY I go her house bai nian! Or teachers day haha. :D. She's a really good teacher too! Arr. Bought two onigiri's later. haha so hungry ma. One salmon (but the salmon are so small that they are basically non existent -_-) and one tuna. Cheap! :x. So two haha. And went home! Like finally cause Wen Yuan says she wanna go to the library. She's done with her book, and I'm not. Grr. Busy cleaning up that's why. Only at fourth chapter! Better speed up and read some today...

No more dramas/movies/animanga/whatever for me today. :(

Looking forward to talking to my kaechan and ane :3.
And the report I'm gna receive! :D

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ wonder land - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 831

2011-01-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

meruru~!

So addicted to the song I'm listening to now.
It's by Tamura Yukari. :p.

Arr.

So fast a new year! Haven't been blogging recently, but I have been livejournaling.
Gomen ne blogchan :(.

Start of this year, with a fun feeling!
Selling uniforms by the hall there, and get to meet some of my juniors:).

Malcom was irritating by calling me Aunty! ;A;.
I still young! Not aunty yet. :3;;.

Queasy feeling too because of results!
Obviously, the ones who never study will get worried like crazy x_x.
Waiting was a real pain, but yeah.
Hand trembled so much till I couldn't even sign my name!
Ran to WenYuan and hugged her, obviously because MY AMATHS PASSED! I got an effing B3, enough for me :'). I don't need to kena by my teacher anymore! Waaaai. :3.

JingHui came my house to get my book, then I went to ahma house with lappy, but w/o the internet wire. Argh. How amazing.

Had the lightest feeling in awhile after getting my results!:). Now is just having fun by going out every damn day and doing whatever I love while waiting my fun fun poly life to come.

Blogger, I will post more. :). I will post more pictures too!.

Back to dctp in awhile, and I still love the people there.

Made my icon because Noa is just effing cute. :).

I'm so glad I can go poly!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ めてお☆いんばくと - 田村ゆかり

Chapter: 830

2010-12-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

Arr.

Busy busy while working at the bookshop!
Had lots of fun, but cracked my nails! Arr :( pain only.

WenYuan met troublesome clients!

And I... worked with some guys to sell uniforms.
They were super super fun!
:).
Glad to still have stayed contact with them.
They're all immensely fun people!
Hope to see them again next time after their O's.

They don't even fold the uniforms properly. xD.
Yappari.... fun.

Ja.

Shitarana!

Posted: Monday, 17th January 2011.

Chapter: 829

2010-11-17T23:36:00.004+08:00

Went to Taiwan!

Immensely fun, and bought lots of stuffs!

Went to the AKB shop twice, and bought stuffs for mq, kw and myself! :3.

But was extremely extremely worried about my results while there. :(.
Couldn't really enjoy, but arrrr.
That's how life is!

Neglected this blog in November because of O's and etc.
Went to school everyday early in the morning with Wen Yuan and Jonathan and they revised with me! Fun:).

Lucky Jonathan, no need study -.- cause he aiming to go nursing. Arrr.

Ja.

Shitarana!

Posted: Monday, 17th January 2011.

Chapter: 828

2010-10-18T20:43:00.003+08:00

itoshisa wa

Wowow I can't believe I managed to find myself a sleeping icon.

Anyway, I slept real late I suppose last night so I couldn't wake up today! zomg.
So right now, Azu's feeling extremely extremely sleepy :(.
My eyelids are closing but I want to study abit more :).
As what people say, it's the last lap.
Last spurt.
Chiong for it!
Then I can have all the fun I want without feeling the slightest bit of guilty.
Anyway, allow me to present youuuuu

neteiru tomochin :3.

Ohgod, I can't believe I even had a sleeping tomochin picture.
SO PRECIOUS.

So fitting with my "theme" too. (laughs).
Surprisingly.
So glad.
And pleased.

I think after exams, it'd be Mayuyu tiemz.
I love Tomochin but lol I'm noticing Mayuyu more because she's so cute!
I love both of them. :).
I'm getting scared because I'm recognising more and more of them. XD.
I also like Lovetan!

Aww, Lovetan's so cute! Her dimples especially.

Anyway, back to chemistry.

Blogging once a month here toooo :( :( :(.
Time flies ne.

Everything really just seems like yesterday!

Damn.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Love so Sweet - Arashi.

Chapter: 827

2010-09-27T21:11:00.003+08:00

kisu kisu kisu!

On a Buono! drug now, and having a huge Buono! addiction.
And yes, Tomochin is baaaaaaaaaaack!
:D
So happy, so happy!
I wish I picked a nicer picture of her. Ohhwellz.
Your daily tomochin~ (lie but whatever)

Kawaiiiiii~ :3

I'm so proud. I updated thrice last month!
I'll probably update only once this month, seeing how this month is ending soon.

Grrrr O's soooo fast! Time's zooooooooooooming by!

Archives getting longer and longer.
I have not improved at all.

Maybe I will sleep early.
I'm so bored. What the fuck have I been doing?

I need to stop swearing. Oops.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Rottara Rottara - Buono!

Chapter: 826

2010-08-28T21:20:00.005+08:00

bei ai

Hello worldz.
Rare thing is rare!
I'm updating this post with things I love:).
Just so happens that I was in that folder...
So yeah.
Since I'm there, so why not!:).
It's not like I've been doing them a lot of times anyway.

Soooo.

Here we go!

- Red testtube (liquid)! I love love love red!:).

- MOMO! Kawaii deshou?! Lone octopus at the back of picture XD.

- ZX's Hello Kitty from Joey! Haha! I got one too! Now got an ugly blue streak over @#&%(@&(@#$& I don't even know how I got it :(.

- O level index number!:). Love it love it forrrr teeeeee eight!!! :3

- Emailz. Forrrrr teeeee eiiiiii toooooooooo ! 484848 rabuz!

Ja.

Shitarana!

Tomochin should be back soon:).

♪ Wo Nan Guo - 5566!

Chapter: 825

2010-08-22T19:26:00.005+08:00

hebiiiiiiiiiiii

Helloz world.
I bring a huge surprise for ya' folks!
I felt bored.
So yeah!
No, IT'S NOT TOMOCHIN TODAYZ
Even though it's August.
I was just this bored!

/end

Oh yeah, reason for icon used: My face was ;_; when I found out my favourite folder corrupted. Yeah, go file. :|.

♪ Heavy Rotation - AKB48

Chapter: 824

2010-08-14T23:05:00.005+08:00

tobidashite

Hi worldz. As I said, I probably hadn't run out of Tomochin's pictures -- yet.
I remember viewing my blog in Chinese, when I was in ZX's house.
Haha.
It called my Tomochin some wierd name! :(
Anyway,
I have a commemerative picture here!
Yayz.

Peace desu.

Common sight from now on, if any of you are actually interested in my dead blog which I totally lost interest in updating, though I'm doing so nao.

Tomochin's peace signs are totally my favourite ones. Well yeah, as you can see from the Airi season that I had back then. Although this is not a daily thing. It's becoming a monthly thing, though. Since I only update once per month which is a damn sad thing right nao. Yeah, O's, you monster D: . At least I finish FNN now. A reason to why I use peace. (Yes, I'm gong to find more reasons as to why a twist would be used when I post a picture).

Haha assimilating a new personality is so darn f fun.
And as I read my past posts, it's totally... wow. I was saying how time flies.
Yeah, it's mid August nao!
Hayai desu ne~~~~. I'm still playing and slacking. That's bad.
I even forgot my blog's anniversary.

When I go to poly, will it still be this hetic? I wonder.
Fourth ani hur. Maybe I will give my blog a proper celebration. Haha.

Life's as busy as ever.

I wonder if it'll really stop after O's.
Yeah, I think it will. Will be a super af;hk;fhak;fafh and coop myself at home when O's are over! Can't wait to fufill my promise and WORK.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Jewel Fish - GARNET CROW

Chapter: 823

2010-07-19T17:24:00.004+08:00

daisuki

I'm so filled with random now. Haha!
I decided to upload a picture!
To celebrate my wonderful new love.
Yes hehehe.
I got another new love besides Airi!
I'm getting better and better at this.
At least or so i think.

Tomochin~!~!~!

What? A new taste? A rightful change?

Haha, doesn't this way of blogging makes me seem like I'm a different person? Idk, suddenly feel like changing persona now. I think I will try being sacarstic nao.

Thanks to Kaechan for introducing me to AKB, now I'm addicted to her.

Haha. Well. Actually it's because she sang Shiny Summer ~tomo no natsu~. She wrote her own lyrics! Not to mention it was in an anime remix album. And it's not even an anime song. How random can that get?

haha!

I've Tomochin's, Mayuyu's and Airi's pictures.

I don't think from now onwards I'll be lacking of photos to post everyday!

July's flying by toooooo~!

Ja.

Shitarana!

Everything is so random today! Even the icon;).

♪ Oogoe Diamond - AKB48

Chapter: 822

2010-07-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

tooku

hiiez world.

Blogging blogging blogging.

I'm so addicted to type three words at one go nao.

I'm so bored.

So bored.

When I look at the homework and books, I feel like sleeping.

Sleepy sleepy sleepy.

I shouldn't listen to sleep so often.

I should stop having so many lines in between.

Coursework coursework coursework.

Sigh! :3.

Chinese ORAL - OVER
Splendours - OVER

Hayai ne.

Time flies.

What am I going to do in the future?

Nan nan darou.

Can't wait for Bakuman to start!

Damn it for being in October ;_; .

But good because it will be my bait until O finishes.

Kuroshitsuji II is starting.

No, it's already started.

Can't awit to watch.

Working!! was terrible.

nandeyanen.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Higasa - SID

Chapter: 821

2010-06-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

hibi

Wellz.

Hallo waarudo.

It's the last day of teh month again.

Time flies ne.

I read my post, and saw that I was waiting for June.

June flew by without me doing anything.
Well, lets just say I finished the anime I wanted, the manga I wanted, and I played stepmania. LOL.

Long to do list is long.

I'm sweating.

I haven't had proper sleeps.

I'm thinking. I'm thinking.

Tuition.

I'm not blogging properly.

I'd better make sure I don't catch a cold !

♪ Drama - SID

Chapter: 820

2010-05-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

ease

hallo world.

It's the last day already.
I mean, of the month.

Chinese O level is just, well, lets not talk about it. (I'm sure going to regret in the future for not takling about it XDDD).

Nevermind.

.
.
.

Continues.

FNN tomorrow.

Tomorrow, I will blog again.
It's the start of the month!!!

WHO KNOWS IF RAIN WILL BE LEAKED BY THEN?!?!?!?!?!?!??

Oh yeah, I'm so so so getting SIDNAD Vol.5 ???
Awesome songs.

Well, actually because Sleep is in it *looks abt*

I haven't gotten SIDNAD vol.4

High time I did so. It's freeleech 8D
...
Maybe I'll just get them tomrorow.

Hikari ftw.

Time yo time.

Please give me time.

I'm so sleepy.

My meitanteiconan parka
109.256 SGD
cry.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Drama - SID

Chapter: 819

2010-05-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

koiyume

I love you so much, just as you are, I cannot stop my heart. Hold me close forever, sakura kimi ni emu ♪♪♪.

I love this song!
I first posted about this song was about like, 3 years ago!??!! XDDD.

Actually, there ain't much things for me to blog about.
I've down all that in LJ.
hahhaha.

To do list! :b.

My hands are tired.

I haven't even done much.

Last night, remembered the past a lot with laopo.

-Dora. :3. :b. Audition was fun ne.

We had fun.

We had one hell of memories that we probably wouldn't forget. ;).

I think I have an obsession now for 320kbps! :( .
I think it became pretty unhealthy for me because unless it's 320kbps I refuse to get it even though I want it v. much unless it's 320kbps T_T.

My obsession is scary.

Well, off ta do chinese.

I miss ya' blog.

I can't wait for June. :).

♪ sakura kimi ni emu/sakura saku mirai koi yume - yozuca*

Chapter: 818

2010-05-11T14:23:00.002+08:00

kagayaku hoshi

Hello world.

My posts are getting shorter day by day. haahaha.

I had a wierd dream today.

I dreamt that Suzuki Airi is my girlfriend.
And she so nan ci hou!

I ask her if she want go there, don't want.
Go elsewhere, also don't want.

What you want man. -.-.

In my mind I was thinking, idol jiu shi zhe yang, nan ci hou. s:.

FNN and Geog paper today.

Well, I didn't study. So that's kinda expected. haha.

Fell asleep at an ungodly time, and my mum was mad >: .

She thought I studying so hard, turns out I fell asleep with the lights on.

Waste electricity. Sorry s: .

Ahgonng accompanied me too.

Arigatou.

I need to update this dead burogu ~~~

I'm updating Lj later.

I have so many to do!

I need to clear the requests I received too.

Sigh.

Oh yeah, and my GakuAri reached 2gb already. 20 volumes only lor. s: .

I want volume 21! s: .

I need to finish up my books.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Kioku no Umi -yozuca*

Chapter: 817

2010-05-10T15:03:00.001+08:00

yuuen no ai

Hello world, what an happy exeption.

I'm addicted to blogging again! *claps*

At the most probably worst moments of time.

Because it's exam period now. lol s: .

Anywayszxz, I got back my external harddisk.

Wonderfully, they fucking gave me a new one again.

Can I sue you? :( . !

Listening to anime songs now! yozuca* is awesome~~ .

Thankyou for waiting until 4am x: . I'm sorry.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Butterfly Kiss - Yonekura Chihiro

Chapter: 816

2010-05-09T17:43:00.002+08:00

gyaa?

Saved icons for the first time in the year today? s: . Anime icons, that is.

For Kaichou wa Meidosama! :b.

Was moving my icons because I saved it in the wrong place; and kinda shocked myself.

Abit ne (sweatdrop).

Apparently I have about 5500 ANIME icons. wth ! s: .

And that is like... excluding other icons like idol icons, own icons etc.

.__.

scary ne.

Why am I updating!

Well, I just wanted to.

I want GakuAri!

And Aa Itoshi no Banchou sama~~~

Kae chan, mamotte! :3

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Sleep - SID.

Chapter: 815

2010-05-04T14:57:00.003+08:00

irasshai~ shitsuji-san

So, after updating the backdated post, I decided to blog.

Yesterday had been a blast, out to Seoul Garden to celebrate PL's birthday! :)

Celebrated with Peiling (ofcourse!), Peggy (Hsiao Tzu), Zhao Xuan and Yu Kun! :)

Ate a lot a lot! Spaghetti and etc.

Then took Neoprints!
The person has bad service attitude hurhurhur.

Neoprints was fun.

But with each neoprint, it shows how fat I'm getting. Whatever!

It's exam month now, I should be studying.
Yeah right, to think I really didn't sleep much last night.

I even had a paiseh incident in my dream! s: .

I signed up for JLPT, and I didn't have enough money.
So I asked the person if I can take the form back then pay later.
Of course cannot. LOL.

Time flies ne.

It's already May!

My archives has gotten so long. s: .

Getting all the stuffs I need now.

I hope to do my best.

I hope I can update regularly again! >: >: >: .

Welcome, to the butler month!

Updated the side bar. :)

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Believe - (remix by Suzumi)

Chapter: 814

2010-04-04T14:52:00.003+08:00

himitsu, oshiete ageru

Hello world.

What a bad girl I am for neglecting my blog. s: .

In reality, today's 4th May.
But the terrible me has not even posted once in this blog for April!

So allow me to back track this post (even though I've sworn I won't alter any data ): ).

April had been a busy month.
tests tests and moar tests.

I felt that I've improved. So that's okeh. :).

No pictures for nao because I'm lazy.

My external harddisk craaaaaas~hed. that's terrible ne.

Did lost of stuff without it, and surviving fine. :).

Been reading strobe edge and all. :3.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Believe (remix by Suzumi)

Chapter: 813

2010-03-07T11:58:00.003+08:00

remix

So.
Its the first time I decided to try listening to remixes.
Yes, I've never listened to remixes. :( .
Well, at least I decided to try now!
Got IOSYS's SUPER ANIME REMIX SUPER BEST and ANIME HOUSE PROJECT -Kamikyoku selectrion vol.1-
Not that bad, still enjoying.

Isn't this supposed to be HSJ month?

How did it ended up being Yaotome Hikaru month?!

LOL.

Well, I saw that coming. Hikaru is awesome. raburaburabu.

Anyway.

I wonder if IOSYS's remixes are that awesome.
I know SUPER ANIME REMIX SUPER BEST is awesome, but there are much more awesome ones out there as said by commenters.
I wonder.

I haven't heard ANIME HOUSE PROJECT -kamikyoku selection vol.1-, but I want to hear butter-fly! :D
I hope it's a good one.

Torrents is slow.

But.

Ohwells.

I want a white calculator!

Remixes are fun.

I think I will start listening to them, after I got the one with corrected tags.
I'm becoming moar and moar obsessed with that.

Got my greetea powder and mochiko powder yesterday.
I'm sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Sleep is awesome.
Happy 18kth play to me.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Eternal Blaze (remix by SHIHORI)

Chapter: 812

2010-03-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

tada

I've thought about it - how about letting this be HSJ month! :D
Hahahahahah!
Wanted to do Airi still, but hey, lets not let the girls do it all the time!
Thought of boys, but I don't have any SID magazine stuffs.
So decided to do Johnny's anyway.
Soooooooo, presenting my most most most favourite like hehehe

I chose the best picture of all.
he is freaking awesome.

Not going into fangirl stuffs anyway.
Was so break-off from them already.

Anyway.

English Oral today!
D:
it's damn scary... But I'm glad it's all over! :).
Nearly got sent out for maths today.
But whatever.

Passed Amaths test! wonderful. hurhurhur.
Probably will be passing FNN too, with not so wonderful marks though.
Sucky.

Kelvin Soon got a perfect score! :( .

Anyway.

I've started with falling. Again.
my heart damn pain why I accidently bent it! /cry :( .
I hope I get to read abit before I sleep! :D

Apparently the FBI (FBI SO COOL) shot the criminal in his eye rofl.
kakkoi.

hikaru.

I LAAAAAAAAAAB YOU!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - and boyfriend!

Chapter: 811

2010-02-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

omou dake de

Well, the time has come.
I mean, the time to say farewell to February!
Time indeed fliiieeessss~!
And it would mean saying goodbye! to stock-icons month.
And byebye to the Airi-per day post thing!
I will miss you dearly!
:D

thought this picture would be suitable.
Shows her definite adorable side.

I got my results yesterday!
Did rather well, I assume.
Nanachan had astounding results!
Scored 350/400, while Nana scored 379/400 @_@.
She scored 200/200 for the last part. And mostly 90's infront too.
I got 86, 91 and 175 for those three segments.
Not that wonderful as I thought, hur.

ANYWAY!
Lao-ed yu sheng again yesterday.

Wen Yuan came my house again! \o/ .
Spent a good 'Ol 2 hours watching meitanteiconan!

Uncle came, too.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd.
guess what.
He's willing to buy The secret of Ka for me!
I'm having second thoughts about that, though.
I'm also having second thoughts of purchasing thirst no 3.
I want a nicer cover.

And I'm afraid that the secret of ka won't interest me.
And The last Vampire continuing greatly scares me.
because idk it's directions!
though KW is just as excited as I am, he says it's okay to believe in Christopher Pike (>_<).
Although I love him, there ARE books which I do not like by him. oh wait, correct that to BOOK because it's only one book atm

Finished Final Friends 2: The Dance that day.

---

Today.
Finished Final friends 3: The Graduation.

left a review at my livejournal, interested parties can always go and check.
Though it's not really a review.
Critisisms, tbe.

Received my EHDD today.
Awesome.
So Seagate apparently decided to REPLACE my old ehdd -.- .
And send me a new one.
Wonderful.
BYEBYE MY MUSIC.
SO LONG =A=.

Oh well, though I must say that it's better than having it long-term then crashing.
The loss wasn't so much so I guess it's okay.
I do still have my meitanteiconan! files with me.
Though I no longer have my Lupin III vs meitanteiconan! one now.
Gna re download.

It failed on me earlier.
But I hope it doesn't fails on me later again.
Other wise, it'd no longer be seagate's problem anymore

Time to organize my stuffs.

Didn't spend my time well today. Wasted my day.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Chuu shiyou ze!

Chapter: 810

2010-02-26T20:06:00.006+08:00

hitotsu futatsu zenbu

I recalled.
Passed few days are just test, test and tests.
Moar and moar tests.
I love red.

It makes me awake.

The one-Airi-per-post thing is finishing ! D:
Thats because Feb is ending!

I probably won't continue in March.
I'm just far to lazy.
Maybe again, in April.

Went through talks yesterday and bought a career guide book today!
I want to be a pastry chef! XD.

Putting that aside, I don't think I will ever forget Adam Khoo's motivation workshop.
Though not conducted by Adam Khoo, the workshop is still freaking awesome.

Motivation, huh.
I think it doesn't comes that easily.
I know my source of motivation.
I can't forget it, because it is my source.
If I forget about it, everything'd be gone.

On a brighter side, Mrs Cheah thinks I'm able to pass English!
That's wonderful :D.

Gna ganganganbatte!

Speaking of which, the neko icon, I was told that Suki brought a hamster home from nowhere -.-
On top of that, it was alive! -_-.
motherly love?
I believe so. (Lets just all ignore the fact that it's hobby is killing lizards).
I mean, it brought it home from nowhere without killing it!
That's freaky.

Kaaaeeeee~
Maybe I've pissed you off.

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ Chuu shiyou ze! - AKBIdoling!!!

Chapter: 809

2010-02-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

Today
Well, like finally

So I guess it's time to be genki! ...not.
Tired is tierd!
Slept extremely late again and kept falling asleep today!
Didn't know tons of stuff and is extermely guilty.
I need to try...
Well I guess I am.

Genki Airi is awesome!

Didn't do well for english test, but at least a double digit for Chemistry!
Well, it's been awhile since I saw a double digit for Chemistry!
/pats self.
Sworn that I would definitely sleep today, but ended up not.
Blogged for an hour now.
And I guess the key is to sleep early today, since I ate dinner real early.
need to pack my bag and stuffs like that but I don't really care, I guess.

Tuition hur.

Mailing is the funnest thing ever.
I know what I need.
But I think I don't too.

Saikin.
Harahara shimasu.

Oh, what full of complaints I have.

I'm done with full updates already. Start from the bottom!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Love Song.

Chapter: 808

2010-02-18T19:22:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, 17th February 2010
Back to school tiemz

Well well well
Hello school.
Sleepy head is sleepy.
And I couldn't wake up, well, as usual.

Back-to-school Airi uniform is awesome as usual~!
Initially booked wenyuan for stuffs, but did Class deco and pushed that off.
Sorry!
because I forgot Joey booked me before CNY!
So yeah.

Did class deco, and I guess we actually wasted time.
/: .
Bought stuffs we needed and decorated until about 4:30.
Hope we get over with this fast and soon.

Days just breezed through.
Chinese was a real tortue, though.

Chapter: 807

2010-02-18T19:14:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, 16th February 2010
Chu San

Time to say goodbyez to my long holiday, thanks to CNY falling on a Sunday.
Time to go back to school tomorrow and diezxzxz.
And I guess it's time to say farewell to my pretty Airi in Yukata!

Byebye! You've been pretty.

Went to uncle' girlfriend's house, and collected Ang Paos.
Went with cousin and ended up watching a movie there!
Talks about a shopaholic there who can't stop shopping!
Laughs!
And the way they married is extremely hilarious!
I love that movie!
Hope to see it again!
Brought MoMo along, and went to the beach later.
Took tons of photos.
I really love writing on the sand!
hah XD.
Went back to cousin's house to bai nian.

Stayed only for a short while, and went home at eight plus.
Dilidalied around before doing work.
Wonderfully chionged through everything and slept real late.
Talked to Kae, and I guess we all had a wnoderful new year.
Well, I guess.

Chapter: 806

2010-02-18T19:03:00.004+08:00

Monday, 15th February 2010
Chu Er

Remember crying myself to sleep because my EHDD is gone forever.
Cried because my songs are gone, my DC are gone and all my School kakumei.
And my Kajiura Live.
Okay /stops reminscing.
On a side note, it's Chu Er! :D

Yukata Airi is awesome.

Did more visiting, and Lao Yu Sheng? I guess.
Downloaded Sleep!!!!!! WATCHED THE SLEEP PV LIKE MAD AND ♥
YATTA SLEEP IS AWESOME.

Anyway, was in a foul mood because I had to visit people I don't really like.
I'm glad I'm all grown up, because I think a lot!
I think its better this way, too.
I pissed everyone off and diao everyone.
Well not everyone, only the person I'm visiting.
I hate it when they greeted my brother but forget my name.
And forced me to wear a SS sized pants when I wear L! Hidoi.
I obviously couldn't wear.
Screw them upset down.

Cried angry tears because they pushed everything to generation gap,
and was really on the verge of scolding vulgalarities because I was damn pissed off.
My parents saw that coming and dragged me off because we were leaving.
Screw you upset down.
I don't want to see you anymore.
Go care for others for all I care.

Went back to detestable people's house.
Stayed there and I guess completed Final Friends 1, and realised I actually completed that book already.
Oh, stupid me.
XD.

As I said,
I will hate whoever who makes my ahma suffer.

Chapter: 805

2010-02-18T18:57:00.004+08:00

Sunday, 14th February 2010

Happy CNY!
Received tons of CNY messages from friends, arigachu!
I really XD at Siying because she always does nice stuffs to me.
Arigachu.
Really, I don't even remember it's valentines day!

Pretty Airi is pretty rightz.
Airi in Yukata + Tiger!

Anyway, was in uncle house and rereading Final friends 1!
Was extremely bored because I was REreading it.
And I had read it before, just that I didn't know where I stopped!
Extremely tired, and external harddisk isn't working.
Upset, no DC, CRIES.
Read book and just continue reading while they Majong.

Played Daidee with cousin also.
Thank god, finally someone who knows how to play!
I had been asking since 2006 and no one answered me!
Received angpao's etc.
And welcome, my period.

Chapter: 804

2010-02-18T18:52:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 13th February 2010
Eve of CNY, hur

Well, I woke up extremely late LOL.
Chatting with ahma is the best-est thing ever!
Waited for parents to come and lunched.
And just spent a typical boring Saturday?
I don't remember much about the Saturday, though I remember telling people about the bus's blunder.

Awesome Airi is awesome.
Oh right!

My external harddisk was working fine.
Downloaded bunch of DC episodes and intended to watch over CNY.
I thought, CNY is going to be awesome.

Chapter: 803

2010-02-18T18:35:00.003+08:00

Friday, 12th February 2010
Because I can't remember what happened on Thursday

I could recall myself grumbling as to why there isn't any CNY celebration!
And that lessons should just end real quick.
Brought tons of stuffs to school because going to ahma house!

Well, out CNY celebrations was making CNY cards, and thanks Joey for giving me a red construction paper!
I love red!

Well, I guess I can say I love Airi in red too!

Soo, went to FEP with PL for a final, last minute shopping.
I really wanted to get that pair of flaaaaaaats, and was reaaaaallly about to get it.
Thing is, the shop was real small and I was wearing my school shoes.
No trying makes me feel uneasy and thus givingup.
Regretted, because I really love it.

Might wanna check if it's there and get it. :3.
YK accompanied us until fourplus ! :D.
Walked everywhere of Orchard, and got PL's new school shoes.
Walked, tired. Bag was extremely heavy!
Water, Books, EHDD and etc.

Hit 6 and told PL I wanted to go home already, and she agreed.
Thank god for me saying that, because I never did know what had lain ahead of me!
Crossed the overhead bridge together to take the bus, talking about how we wasted time because we didn't get anything! Yes, we spent everything on food.

Took an extremely crowded 167 bus, and was extremely horrified to find out that the bus turned instead of going straight!
Thinking that I took the wrong side, I looked around to see if I recognised the place.
Oh god, NO D:.
Terrified, I alighted at the next stop, thinking I would cross the road or something.

Sadly, it was blocked my trees. Wanted to walk back up to the previous bus stop, and realised that the pathway would be cut off because it was rather near the highway!
Cut off, and it's the road.
Walked back to the bus stop, and tried to check for 167.
NO 167 AT ALL!
I was like, EH?!?!?!??!? WHYYYYYY NANDEYANEN.
Thought I took the wrong bus or something. Was so nervous that I kept pacing up and down and the people around kept looking at me.

All buses, on top of that, was heading to Jurong, Bukit Merah etc. ! Tooi!
Called my ahma to say I was lost, and she's a;sgh;ahgk;sgk;hg;k;kgfd.
Called dad, and said: Daddy, I'm lost. < LOL.
Dad: ?!?!??! Call Mummy -A-.
Called my mum, and she asked me to take the same bus down or something.
Thing is, there is NO same bus down and it's rather risky.
because, I'm in Bukit Timah. -A-. Wonderful.
She told me no way and just told me to just go all the way down until I saw a familiar bus.
Called my dad and asked him if he could pick me, and he said smoething about bu shun lu and rejected -_-.
I was really scared though, because it's turning dark soon and my phone battery is running out. Sound so dramaish, huh.

I ended up walking a long way to cross the road.
Checked the bus numbers, and none goes back to Orchard or at least to some place I know of!
Except for one. /phew.
Ended up busing back to FEP =A=.
Didn't want to take bus again, so took train instead.
Squeezy train is squeezy.
Met a bunch of polite Secondary(?) school students.

I wanted to head to the door, but this girl was blocking me.
Before I could say anything, her guy friend pulled her and she saw me and moved away.
So I just walked passed them and said sorry (>_<), because the train was rather crowded (well maybe not so but still yeah).
And they're like oh no problem! And smiled at me. OMG LOL.

Finally, safely home.
Was really exhausted by then.
FB-ed awhile, and then just fell asleep!
I didn't even intend to sleep that early (10:30pm) but I guess staying up just took a toll on me.

Chapter: 802

2010-02-10T18:28:00.003+08:00

ai wo mitsukete

Used this icon because I think I will need it badly!
Maybe I will for tonight... O:

ZX and YK came my house!
Well, just to borrow books.
And when I say that, it sounds as if my house is a library! :(
Well, I hope they enjoyed /: .
I'm no good at playing host.
Extremely tired today, well but CNY is coming soon so hopefully a good rest...
Sports day yesterday was a total waste of time, but managed to psycho ZX to love Airi!

She loves this picture like HEHEHE

Well truth to be told it's because she loves blue.
D:

Anyway, I lent them my books and pretty satisfied, because it's Enid Blyton! LOL
And some puzzle books S:
Free time now, but wasted my afternoon.
Idk if I should sleep then wake up in the middle of the night and study.
Its more effective that way, but maybe I want to study until tomorrow O:
Cause I don't have tests on Fridays, so that would be good.

But no sleep is not awesome either.
My eye hurts.
/:

I'm glad I did my work.
But maths is still killing me.

Quick update is quick!
Well not so. It got rather wordy.

Happy birthday Shinji!
Can't wait for the announcement!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Toki no Mukou, Maboroshi no Sora

Chapter: 801

2010-02-08T23:10:00.005+08:00

riaru tte nandarou~

Idk, decided to stick with stock icons for this month.
Anime icons would've been much more fun, though.
I'm totally sticking with a one picture per post rule because I have enough pictures to last me for at least half year? Considering the fact I don't even blog every single day!
So expect Airi goodness...

And maybe a mix of Shimizu Saki. Will always remember her.
Can't seem to save Momoko's pictures (not because of saving fail, but couldn't find a nice one enough to save like Airi's).
So yeah

Reaaaaally,
How awesome can she get!
Chose this picture because it was kinda natural and school-girly look.
I mean, demure and femine (because I DO have a school uniform outfit look picture :b)
Annnnnnnnd Idoling!!! is all about watching girls grow up.
I guess this'd make the perfect picture!

I've shown her various sides to different people, and they really have to agree sometimes how different she looks!
I guess the songs I listen affect the icon I choose, and the picture I choose.
I had had difficulties choosing an icon.
Since when had I such little stock icons?!

Ohhwells.

S.O.W Sense of Wonder . I didn't even expect it to be the opening of FT.
because it's waaaaaaaaay to bubbly.
Decided to watch the OP.
it made FT seems fun!
I did wish Hiro chose a better studio.
I hate the magic rings and all.

Suppose to study Geography.
Guess I will do that?
I want to read otaku no musume san!
AND
Watch
meitanteiconan! episode 564? D:
Downloaded it like, one week ago and I've still left it unwatched.

Tons of stuff to do.
Blogging is fun, again, to me!
Waaaaaaatch out, tomorrow's the heats!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - S.O.W Sense of Wonder - Idoling!!!

Chapter: 800

2010-02-07T11:50:00.002+08:00

shitte ita

Hi world.
It has always been my 'tradition' to blog on the last and first day of each month.
Apparently, blogger is rejecting my images -_-.
They won't show!
So I decided to stop until blogger decides to show.
And heerrrreee! :D I miss my icons.
Anyway, Happy Febuary!

I'm thinking of doing back my one picture per post again this month!
Partly because Airi is so freaking awesome.

My recent craze is indeed crazy. hahah.

Wenyuan was so gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan when I told her that.
She says I'm going all wierd jumping from liking guys to girls.
I do love girls too.....
Though when speaking of liking girls, the first person to come to my mind is definitely not Airi, but Minami!
Takahashi Minami.
Idk, her name just sticks right in my mind. hahah.

Trying to love AKB48.
Sure, I love their songs, but I guess I just haven't listened enough.
Instead, I fell in love with Idoling!!!
Similar to AKB48 in a way.
But they had ever done anime opening songs before.

Well, I didn't like them because they had done anime opening songs before or what,
it just just through pure coincidence that I heard their song and was indeed surprised that it was used as an anime opening!
And on top of that, I watch that anime (though stopped now).

The exact same thing happened when I heard Guardians4 Going on!
I was shocked that they were from H! P and anime opening too.
I guess anime blood still runs in me? (laughs).
I seem to love anime songs right from the start!
Kinda disappointed not to have FictionJunction's Toki no Mubou, Maboroshi no Sora.
The one I got was freaking corrupted.

Heard Kalafina's Hikari no Senritsu, awesome as usual.
Well, I do have to say I love all of Kalafina's songs.
And again they just have to oh-so fall into the anime songs category -.-
Wow, speaking of coincidence.
Although I musn't really say so because there are tons of anime out there!
Can't wait for Baukman anime!

I think I prefer hearing the Keiko x Wakana Kalafina songs version.
Idk, although I can't stand boring PV's like Kalafina's Hikari no Senritsu,
I totally can stand FictionJunction's Toki no Mubou, Maboroshi no Sora PV!
They are actually almost the same thing, people standing there etc., but I guess I prefer Kaida over Hikaru.
Idk, Hikaru's high voice piss me off.

I know FictionJunction YUUKA has a high voice too, but her voice is much more awesome, much more depth compared to Hikaru.
Ohhwells.
I still like Kalafina, though not as much.
Oblivious single was awesome~
Kimi ga Hikari ni Kaete Yuku and Kizuato was awesome.

On a side note, went out of PL, ZX and Peggy yesterday!
Was extremely fun aside the fact that I ate the most (laughs).
I just couldn't resist the chocolate, okay?
Chocolate is awesome♪

Haven't been onto livejournal awhile.

Can't wait to download the top30 songs for Febuary!
For the top30 for January, I loved almost all!
Although I must ignore the fact that recently all my singles I downloaded are corrupted.
I extremely enjoyed Nakajima Mika's Always.
Never really loved her, but some of her songs are awesome.
Can't wait for Itou Yuna's one.
AAA, Aqua timez etc was aweomse.
Ayumi's ballad always leaves me speechless!
I think I'm going to listen to Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~ while reading witch again!
I did that last night and was reaaaaaaally affected!

Heard Kiyoharu for the first time, and I guess maybe I know why Mao is so infatuated with him. :3.
L'arc~en~ciel was awesome as usual.
Can't wait to listen to Acid Black Cherry!
Ohgod:3.

Anyway, second reason I'm waiting for Febuary is because......
I want to see SID's SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ♥
MAKE IT TO TOP 30 GOGOGO:3!!!!!!
Sad note is they are releasing the same date as arashi.
ohhwells.
Maonyan, please choose a better date k. :(.

3/3 is going to be awesome for me and kae!

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Hikari no Senritsu

Chapter: 799

2010-01-26T15:12:00.003+08:00

in love's memory

To think I memorized it like. :(.
Well, that wasn't going to be tested today but tomorrow...
But I guess it's okay.
Finally can sleep early today I guess?
I can't wait for my sleep kkk. :3.

Well.
I actually like doing FNN.
Gna think of some stuffs now.
Yappari food fad's are kinda hard to do.

Was extremely tired today.
Couldn't properly do anything.
Well, what's done is done anw.

Yu Kun was reaaaaaaaaally brave today k!
She really did the forfeit omg so cute:3.
Yappari so brave... :3
She so kakkoi.
Need to learn from her :3.

Nemui yo.
Got my specs, went to visit @ sgh, and well just ran about China Town.
Read Watashi ni XX shinasai ! and Koko ni iru yo!
;_;
Main characters are always so handsome
so pretty.
so cute.
and nice personality.
I at first also liked Hinata.

But now, I like Teru better!
I wished she will go with Teru instead...
Although Hinata is good also lah.
Actually, the artist was the same for both manga's thats why I read it.
The drawing was not really up to standard, but it still kyuun!!!!! my kokoro. :3

Well

Going to catch an episode of meitantei~~azu~~conan!
:3

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - tsubasa

Chapter: 798

2010-01-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

toki ga sugitemo~

I think Lucky Star icons are danm nice to use :3
Cause can use in everyday life... :3

So fun.

Anw.
Chinese test tomorrow nano.
And maths test which I totally... /sigh ???

Idk.
I just want to memorize my chinese.
Well.

I guess so. :3.
Didn't spend my Weekends well, but it will be in the near future.
Well near future seems kinda vague and stuff.
I think I needa backup my stuffs.

Finally finished downloading some stuffs and I think I will follow meitanteiconan! now.
And now.
I am
meitanteiazu! nano :3.

Tried to change my usericon at the sidet ehre yesterday but photobucket seemed to have failed on me.
wellwellwell.
I wanted to use some good stuff LOL.

Kinda miss Melody cause I still love her.
ahhaha reminds me of the anime.
Oh melody I love you so much. :3.

Why am I still blogging and playing~
I always have the time hurhurhur
I haven't even hit 800th post !
sore yabai ja ne no?
:3

Well.
meitanteiazu!
damn addicted to that name now.
well
I don't like tanteiazu
but
meitanteiazu

okay I'm damn wierd.
well maybe not.
I'm scared of Mrs Poh's forfeit (>_<).

You know.
I secretly love c.o
LOL
cause it's fun.
Well, when there's sbf and we can pwn all those noobs.

I knew it.
nano.

I gotta work hard.
It's not coming to me yet.
hayaku kite ne.

Matte masu kara ♪

Ja.

Shitarana!

♪ - Yume no Tsubasa.

Chapter: 797

2010-01-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

dorama~~~

drama is drama!
Think I'm going to properly blog in proper english from now on :(.
It's good, in a way.
I've probably been influenced by hoppingpotato. @_@.
Well, I guess that's what they say: however you type/blablabla means it's the way you speak!

I guess I can speak proper english too!

Went out with mum yesterday... :3
Actually is to check my eye degree...
maji kowai.

demo ii ka.
I think I really like blogging... :3
but this year won't have much stuffs in huh.
I guess as time goes by, the time we have on our hands are just getting lesser and lesser...

Told her that I want to go for Digital Visual Effects, but my mum say no -_- cause no job whats ! :(
I want to do the DVE for Christopher Pike's movies!!!! :(
Actually, I didn't even dare to watch: fall into darkness which was shown like at least ten years ago!
The power of christopher pike.
mwahahaha.

Have been chiong listening to FictionJunction YUUKA to push her up charts,
and did it!
OHOH, AND I'M SO HAPPY TO FIND ANOTHER KAJIURA YUKI FAN OMG!!!!!
AND SHE'S JUST SO NEAR ME I THINK I GOING LEND HER MY KAJIURA YUKI LIVE CAN OMG!!!!
she addicted I ALSO ADDICTED HEHEHE OMG!!!!!!!
LOL.

Still thinking of tons of stuffs.
And still doing housekeepings.
Cause my computer is still spoilt!

Ja.

Shitarana!

Currently Listening: SID - Drama! :3

Chapter: 796

2010-01-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

ryokou

yappari this is the best icon jan ?
Cause we went on school trip nan dakara:3.

Anw, was still coughing like mad (>_<).
And saw him tons and tons of times :( .
He really must think I xin li bian tai or something lor.
it's sometimes things are just this coincidental okokokokok.

So just basically walked around it freely with Peiling, Zhao Xuan and Yu Kun... :3.
Walk a lot, bag was extremely heavy nano.
and my book omg kkk /sad.

The bus was so funny kkk.
Is like see everyone first time go on bus mitai (>_<).
So funny... :3.
Screamed a lot, (well not us lah obviously).
Not really extremely fun, but not that boring either.
Was always wondering where Joey they all went, since I didn't see them at all during my walking-everywhere-times.
Turned out that they didn't walk anywhere at all.. :3 .
No wonder LOL.

blind spot is blind.
yappari last year must be enjoyed ne.

Construction paper tomorrow nano.

Ja.

Shitarana!

Currently Listening: FictionJunction YUUKA - angel gate.

Chapter: 795

2010-01-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

sharon

Chose pandora hearts one because I'm listening to Kajiura Yuki now.
Supposed to do homework, but ran here instead.
Well, since I was at my blog, might as well do an update.

- didn't make a birthady post, but whatever.
- woah woah woah I stopped blogging lulz.
- kaechan carse
- ik.
- this is like self talking lol what the. :3.

I'm done with Chinese compo, still receiving lots and lots of nags (>_<).
Kajiura Yuki is awesome.
\o/
Ph is because I'm listening to Pandora Heart's OST.
\o/
I haven't heard the second one yet but I bet it's gna be awesome like hehehe.

I need future soundscape naonaonao :b !
omg.

well.
I'm done.

Ja.

Shitarana!

Kajiura Yuki :3 - PANDORA HEARTS OSTT

Chapter: 794

2010-01-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

miracle tiemz

I think Mrs Cheah is damn unreasonable lor.
Expect us to get our exercise books so fast !
The first week is not even over yet !
And the queue is so long... Crazy.
And she doesn't even want to release us for recess, nor does she wants to release us on time after school, which leaves us almost no time to buy!
How |: can she get already.

Not that I'm going to complain, but let me thank the extra spare book I always kept in my bag.
So my face is practically Sanji-ish with a WHUT? on my face mwahaha.
Anw.
I guess another personality of me is going to surface.
Idk.
I guess so.

hahahah anw today damn funny lor.
Ian kena caught for sports shoe, so ended up coming back to class barefooted :3.
ahhaha sounds so fun.
But Kaechan says its okay o: (normal?) lulz. !
Barefooted reminds me of Hadashi no Shinderera booi :3.
Barefooted Cinderella Boy! hahaahha NEWS song is :3:3.

Have been listening to AKB48 for 3 days, finally sick of it and managed to hit 100 plays ! :D.
Switched back to listening to SID, lol.
While Kaechan hit her 9kth mark for Arashi already, I'm aiming for the 4kth for sid. :3.

Shitarana !

CL: Higasa

Chapter: 793

2010-01-05T16:19:00.002+08:00

because I need this to stay awake

So we finally got our change of seats!
I mean, 'officially'.
For apparent reasons, Marx was in front of me again. -_-.
He -_- I also -_-.
But Yu Kun says will move in front XD.
But I ended up switching with Raymond for idk reasons.
So Zhao Xuan and Yu Kun was like D: mitai.
And they don't let me leave T_T.

So as I left, I walked past Catttt.
And she grabbed my hand and T______T I WANT SIT BESIDE YOUUUUUUU.
IT'S SO BORING WITHOUT YOU also.
whats ! Am I an entertainer or what.
:(
Well at least Idol... :b. Cat you know it:3.

But sitll first time sitting in front ! LOL \o/
Save me the trouble of asking teachers to let me change although sitting at the back is not much a problem cause the people around me are quiet.
But my eyesight tends to blur once in a while and I can't seem to see the words properly!
I don't think I will want to change specs again :( .

I want to wear contacts at least once.
But if you wear and take out once, the retina will be teared abit. :( .
Thats scary. :3.
Umm...
Birthday's coming soon!
So many Jan babies !
Today is Teppei's birthday!
Omedetouuuuu :3.

Tomorrow's tomorrow is also someone else's birthday! :b.
Annnnnnnnnnd Jan 27th is Amanda's birthday \o/
AND 31ST IS *DADADADAAAAM* YABU'S BIRTHDAAAAAAAY !
XD

Hsiao Tzu is really so nice to me :( .
Anyway I was so exhausted that I slept today! D:
but I won't be able to sleep so early because I will get fat anw.

Earthquakes are so fun :3.
And yay wenyuan sitting behind me again for chinese lesson mwahahahha
Was so happy but she called me a stalker -__-.
But is still fun HEHEHE cause got wen yuan LOL.

Well, double physics tomorrow.
Thats kinda sian. But whatever!:3.

Birthday birthday ♪

♪ - Sakura no Hanabiratachi.

Chapter: 792

2010-01-03T17:20:00.003+08:00

tabi suru kumo

I always wanted to use this. XD cause its fun.
sad thing that it was'nt even an icon.

School reopening tomorrow!
Ahh.
I got feeling will get scolded aahhah. ._. whats!
honestly feel so sian but whatever.
As long I get to get away from them its fine.

I think I need to make a decision soon.

dadadadaam

CL: Tamaki Nami - brightdown.

Chapter: 791

2010-01-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

特別編

カエチャンへ

こんなわがままのリクエスト本当ごめんなさい。
でも、一度聴きたいものがあるんだ～～～。

去年。ホント、すみませんでした。
なんか、何度も言っても足りないんだよな気がする。
ごめいわくをかけましたね。
さんざんおこらわせて・・・。

ゴメン。
じゃ。
また。

Chapter: 790

2010-01-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

deau keshiki

iyaiya. I wanted to update on the first one.
but blogger was giving me so much problems that it ended up being over 12. -.-.
Looking back, I've updated mainly on LJ...
neglected my precious blogger hahhaha. :b.

I want to do my best.
I want to be here.

Maa.
I want to colour manga.
because it's the only thing that will ever calm me down.

And um, I will nvr read moe kare again (lie) ;__;
Everytime I read it, I'm not even halfway through and I start crying!
WHATS!!!
I cannot take thiiiiiiiis.
I hope suki desu suzuki-kun is not like that ;_;
My heart will srsly break.
ohmykokoro.

SDSK has a looong way to go.
By next year... :3.

CL: Brightdown.

Chapter: 789

2009-12-30T18:26:00.002+08:00

Last post of the year is last ♪
Byebye 2009~!

I haven't said this but.
Kaechaaan~.
Even if I download, I won't be able to watch it so soon...
So I guess you have to watch before me.
Idk when will have time to watch Kouhaku.

Dakara ne.

Um.
Last post is last.

Got to go tuition.
Going ahma house.
Pokemon ♪♪♪

I needa stop meddling into other people's business ♪
As what Kaechan says ♪

What's!
It sounds like my new year resolution.

Ma ii ka.
baaaai♪

♪ none

Chapter: 788

2009-12-26T12:54:00.002+08:00

zenbu

I love Vincent!
His winered and golden eyes are so pretty.
I'm in love with Vincent. LOL.
I wonder if you can see his winered and golden eyes in my icon. :O

Sleepy is sleepy.
Watching Kajiura Yuki's live now!
Yatta.
I finally found time to got it hehehe.
Kaori is so pretty.

Guys who can play violin are damn sexy.
cause *cough*gotochan*cough* violin is damn cool k.
Kajiura Yuki is darn awesome *_*
I can't wait to hear Pandora hearts OST 2 !

They close up on Keiko and Kaori a lot, but not on Kaeda and Wakana.
Wakana needs to change her hairstyle.
and Kaori is so tall!
Either she's tall or the others are just short. o_O.
Kaori's smile is os cute omg!
Her voice is so fcking powerful and strong.
And she has such good control.

Wakana needs new hairstyle. :3.
And I'm listening to her solo now.
Kaori's solo is over.
Can't wait to hear Keiko's one !
I love Kaeda's dress.
cause infront got one damn big ribbon.
ahahahah :b.

Did Wakana slim down or what man.
She really looked slim in Parallel hearts.
hmm.
Clearing my external harddisk now.

I left only few mb whats !
Downloading like mad recently dakara.

MSSL 26gb whatssss !
Although still cannot beat FNS 30+ gb.
._. .

Kouhaku.
Please.
D:.
I really want to watch dakara.
(>_<)

Massive clearing.
I even deleated playzone, which is about 3gb. :(.
(cries) but ohhwells. I can't have a thousand of external harddisks anw.
I'm keeping school kakumei, however, for sure! :b.
I'm skipping all of FJ Yuuka's releases for school kakumei.
Yes, that's how much I love school kakumei! :D

Currently Watching: Kajiura Yuki's live 2008

Chapter: 787

2009-12-25T23:25:00.003+08:00

nemureba ii

I promise not to spoil christmas for anyone.

Elliot said that;
Not hurting someone by suffering by yourself is just self satisfactory.
What you are doing is just suiciding.

Well, Oz was taken aback. So was I.

Oz then said;
If I don't suffer myself, then what should I do.

I thought exactly the same thing.

What should I do?
I'm doing it unknowingly for self satisfactory.

But it's okay, I guess.

I will hold back.

メリクリ~!

Currently Listening: Namida no Ondo - SID.

Chapter: 786

2009-12-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

mezame

my secret stash of x-mas anime icons rofl.
not really secret stash anyway.
bleh
meh
mah
lulz.

Mao is awesome:
There's apparently a photoshoot tomorrow, maybe I'll perform a full skincare routine tonight for the first time in a while (>_<)

full skincare routine da tte.
I haven't even done one:3.
I won't anw (laughs).
I'm bored (sweat).

I need to stalk jpopsuki.
I need oricons! (cries)
In other words, Bravo(star)Bravo is officially(not) released! :D

12/16 :DDD
(it's 12/15 ... )
I still don't get the P A T I thing though
totally reminds me if Pati Pati -.-
And Pati Pati = Arena37 = VK.
darn?

I realised I lost patience to colour manga.
darn
and I feel sleepy at 8pm everyday! whats!
nandeyanen.

pissed off manzxz~~
good job fb for not loading.
I'm tired of trading ingredients (>_<)
I need to sleep man

Idk what to update :O
I want to go grandmother house~! :D;

time flies~

CL: Bravo(star)Bravo/Ringo Ame

Chapter: 785

2009-12-14T20:50:00.004+08:00

kyou kara

I realised I like the M.A.D version moar of PIKA(star)NCHI than Arashi's one.
Woah.

Did tons of 'stealing' today.
Ikki is the most awesomnest thing, urr. Scratch that. most awesomenst person ever!
I really like guys with pointed teeths! *points to Hikaru*
I want to live in my delusional world a little longer~!

Nothing new going on :(.
Bravo Bravo was awesome.
Umm.
Johnny had their sports thing yesterday 8D.
and I hope Camu and Kamei don't get their futures ruined T_T.
Kaechan's coming back tomorrow~!
Not updating LJ, because I want it to hit 100 post when it's christmas. LOL.

Did tons of internetslang research (Imma noob, yoz).
I think I will like Ayabie's sayonara.
cause
it's released on Hikaru's birthday. LOLwhat.
so nandeyanen right.
but I guess I love SID the most? :3.

Urr.
what to blog~!~!~!
have been no-lifing around.
and Suki's nowhere to be seen today! D: yabai.
I really like Suki :D.

Kaechan is coming back~!
LOL.
Kazu raburaburabu.
sleeepy.
eyes very dry.
I want to translate moar.
classes are fun.

random update is random yoyoyo.
Ikki is the coolest thing ever.
and why are the guys I like so short!
Ikki's 1.65 (well, shorter than me. He seemed to grow, though:p)
and Misaki's 1.63 T_T
Misaki, prz grow taller okokok :(.

I din't know KimuTaku was married!
gaaaaaaaan.
Lucky girl.

Listening to ON/OFF nao.
I hear wierd voices downstairs. o.O
anyway.
I miss ON/OFF in a way? :).
They do wierd stage things.
I love their voices!
And I love Kazuya! (I hope I get his name right x:)

See the OP ofr VKG is damn happy hehe
cause Shiki and Rima was animated this beautifully!
Reminds me to start reading VKG and Skip beat again. Sigh.
And FMA next year.
cause only 12 chapters will be released :(
and 12x30 =360 pages ONLY! how little. sigh.

making christmas icons now.

~Ciassu! (roflmao hitmanreborn!)

CL: PIKA(star)NCHI/Fairytale

Chapter: 784

2009-12-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

watashi ni tsurete iku

Woah. I intended to update on friday.
then Saturday.
And then Sunday~! XD;

Anyway.

Friday; exchange with swiss cottage was. fun~! XD
Ironically, they gave us swiss rolls for refreshment (laughs)?
Talked with my partner, and their c.o so big omg -.-.

I'm glad I'm graduating from it already :p.
Cause the c.o omg.....
one percussion. < how fail is thaaaat~!
they have @_@ lots of people in every section; twice of ours.
like we yangqin have only 3, they have 6. LOL.
erhu.. they have abt 30+? we have only 18 I think. LOL.
hungrrrry.

Saturday; angry la omg. go temple pray.
went to hmv and SID SINGLE OMGGGGGG ♥♥♥♥♥♥
but they don't have sidnad vol. 3
and suddenly hear Shokotan's voice~!!!!
scared me for a momment, but SO COOL.
I want to eat Killiney thar de laksaa.
D:

My uncle dint come even though I told him and he blame on me zzz angrrrry.

Anw.
Kaechan leaves for M'sia! D:
Soo.
Watched Playzone, addicted to PIKA(star)NCHI!
cause M.A.D sang it.
so I'm listening to PIKA(star)NCHI a lot nao.
Ikki was as cool as ever.
He looks so happy!

I could barely see him, though.
Is he too short or others are just too big.:x
why doesnt he have a solo anyway!
I want a closeup on him D:
I can be really honest and say I downloaded playzone because of M.A.D
And its the first time I watched a musical! :D
So I guessed I skip many parts and just watch M.A.D parts.

and -sigh-, really just M.A.D appeareddddd D:
no M.A.D.E which means NO TAKUMIIIIIIIIIII.
I wonder if Nobuki is in M.A.D
I can't spot him in PLAYZONE.
I'll check that, I guess.

I guess I really, really have to let go of him now D:
even though if you are not in misuno, I will still support youuuuuu!
omg he damn cute okay! :DDD.

read manga, left tons of shouts, and aiming to hit 1k! :D
an idiot person left a shout in kaechan's box, though. irritatedddd.
Read manga and etc. slept.

Sunday; woke up early, I guess? ahah.
Played a lot with Suki! :D
Classes was fun as usual.
what's with the turkey, man!
I hope I get promoted in 2 months again heh.
lmao :x.

played played played with Suki!
she scared me ok.
she keep climb tree and very fast and high too -_-
I look at her and say come down~
and she went up even higher!
-_-
does animals hate me or something.
her meow~~~ damn cut!!!

so caught her and carry her baaaa~ck
hehehe
I really like the second-floor cat too, though.
Suki is just like some young shit wanting to experiment everything, though.
so so so cuteeeeee ok.
I hope she likes me too hehehe.

soooooo
watched Kara no Kyoukai.
Dissapointing, I guess. :O
I wasn't that attracted to it.
The animation was awesome.
Kalafina was awesome.
x: .
downloading things are getting moar and moar strict now lulz.
I got all their singles! :DDDD.
and albums to be exact.
ehhehee.
Can't wait to hear their new single to be released next year!
:D

Can't wait to check those that will be released during my birthday too!
Mizuki Nanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XD.

so yabai lol my cousin lent me tons of stuff. and I haven't even finish watching the first one she lent me! sigh.
and expected, M18 lmao.

OH IKKI, HOW CUTE ♥

CL: Oblivious/君が光に変えて行く

Chapter: 783

2009-12-11T10:24:00.003+08:00

toki ga tomaranai

rants post.

昨日、お父さんとけんかしちゃったんだ～。
けんかをするのは悪いけど、後悔しません。
お父さんね、「昔はそんなんじゃない」っといいました。
あんたさぁ、私の何がわかるって言うの？！
わかってるふりして・・・全然わかっていネェじゃネェかよ。

冷静で考えてる。
自分だけ考えました。
どうして誰かの為に、自分を犠牲しなきゃだめなの？
どうして幸せにならないかと。いつも考えてる。
だから今度、断ります。

彼女があまり好きだから、一緒にいるのはいやだ。
心の中で一番言いたいものを言いました。それが悪い？
男だから聞かなきゃいけないて言うの？
お父さんだから？

どうして一緒にいかないって聞かないの？
どうしていつも私とおばあちゃんのせい？
ね、おばあちゃんのこといつ考えてくれたの？
みんな苦しんでいるよ。
あんたのせいだから。

きずいたんでしょう？
私はもう、あんたに尊敬しない。
おばあちゃんはいつもあなたの為に、息子のためにがんばってるよ。
どうしてそれが見えない？！
おばあちゃんに苦しめて、私は絶対許さない！
同じ痛めを感じればいい。
どんなに辛いでも。

あんな酷いことをしって・・・。
いつも「何でもわかる」性格はもう厭きた。
確かに、あんたいないと何もできない。
でもいずれ自分で立たなきゃいけない。

私って、弱いだなぁ～
十分。十分だけ泣きました。
泣き虫なんだぁ～
でもいい。
私を傷つってエェ。
おばあちゃんだけ、もう金をたらないで！

弱いのおとうさん大嫌い。
勝てないから暴力を使う。
弱くネェ？
暴力を使う人大嫌い！
みんな大嫌い・・・。
なんか、私を好きじゃない理由がわかりました。
私はこんな人だから。

CL:　AGAIN; Sakakibara Yui.

Chapter: 782

2009-12-08T13:45:00.003+08:00

senkou

I think I used this before but ah whatever.
Idk if its because HSJ is so inactive now that I'm drifting away.
Urr.
I've been listening to sid as usual (because I actually rarely listened to hsj in the first place)
Then I was tired of sid. LOL what.
31 more plays to 3k plays from sid! :D:D:D
but then I stopped listening to them -.-.

I was thinking ahh it's been a while since I listened to zoro.
Why is it that they hadn't released anything?
*checks*
*SHOCKKKKKKKKKKKK*
They did release something. Just that I didn't download it. -.-.

|D

Ryuuji looks so cool.
I like his hair and glasses.

And Tatsuhi really wore those headphones and played in the pv.
woah.
hahha
I love his white hair.
LOL.

I sound like I'm going more and more into Jrock.
~~and visual kei~~
Then again, sid is a poprock band! |D
and they are not really in the visual kei scene anymoar anyway. |: .

I'm addicted, addicted to senkou~!
I finished reading fairy tail yesterday,
and
I want to listen to water inside.
they said it's awesome.
I want to listen to the spankinnoiz song though:3.

CL: zoro - senkou

Chapter: 781

2009-12-03T13:52:00.003+08:00

and

So today's the 3rd huhuhuh.
And according to Patricia,
It's Taiga's, Goku and Yori's birthday!
Okay, I'm not used to saying Yori. It's Fujie's birthday!
:D

Happyfifteenth birthday, Taiga and Goku! :D.
His American father is just |D

And Happy25th birthday, Fujie! :D.

I love you half because you're a bassist! :D. I love bass.
Addicted thanks to Aki, Mio and Yori! :D.

Can't wait for Setsuna Cruise's officialsite to open! I miss yonechan!
And Kosachan!
Pristar's so quiet recently.
Kosachan's voice seems to change.
hmm.
Do well like SID! :D

CL: Mou kimi Igai Aisenai - Kosaka Masato

Chapter: 780

2009-12-02T22:10:00.003+08:00

dear tokyo

Y HALO THAR.
second day of the christmas thing,
and second is hikaru's birthday yo.

I finished watching sidnad dayo.
JLPT coming soon.
Going out with WY tomorrow.

Ne HIkarukun, tanjoubi omedetou.

Won't post a picture.

Maybe with Taiga's birthday tomorrow.

Omedetou.

Taiga's birthday coming soon.

Maybe a translation. :D.

wakan nai.

soreja~

CL: Dear Tokyo.